Jun 02, 2005 21:29
apparently im 100% more caring than every friend i have except my boyfriend
IF I FOUND OUT THAT JULIE.. ALL THE WAY IN ARIZONA HAD INFECTED KIDNEYS I WOULD CALL HER EVERYDAY...
KIDNEY INFECTIONS CAN LEAD TO KIDNEY FAILURE .. YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOUR KIDNEYS.. THIS ISNT LIKE SOME COLD THIS IS LIKE HI I CANT MOVE FROM THE COUCH WITH A COUPLE PILLOWS UNDER MY BUTT SO THERE ISN'T ANY PRESSURE ON MY KIDNEYS.. SICK LIKE HI I AM HAVING SEVERE SEIZURES OF CHILLS DURING THE NIGHT AND HAD TO GET IN THE SHOWER AT LIKE 4 IN THE MORNING FOR AN HOUR IN A HALF BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT I DID I COULDN'T GET WARM AND THEN HAD TO GET OUT TO THROW UP ALL THE FOOD I DIDNT HAVE IN MY STOMACH CUZ I HAVENT EATEN ANYTHING FOR LIKE 5 DAYS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT TO SCREAMMMMMMMM
I HATE YOU ALL
//EDIT: EXCEPT SAM
AND ESPECIALLY KACY CUZ SHE SANG THE PAINTSHOP SONG
and RUSH//
number of calls ive gotten: 0
except the ones every day from my boyfriend.. maybe just cuz hes the only one that knows truly how sick i am or what.. but seriously i seem to be more and more disappointed every day with everything
ahhh
it just makes me so mad it almost makes me sicker.. in fact it does