this shit fucking sucks
i like him so fucking much and he doesnt give 2 shits about me it sucks and hes also leaving in like a week. Just my fucking luck huh?Why cant i just be a little prettier for him to like me.First mt 1st love leaves for Gainsville for 2 years for Job Corp. Then when I actually find someone i actually like he doesnt give 2 shits about me.I hate this fucking life right now.Every night I have to cry myself to fucking sleep.I i used to just resort to drugs but I wont do that shit anymore.Now I have nothing left.No more Steven.I barely even know who my true friends are.ZP is going to be closing but no one is supposed to know.And ZP is like my 2nd home.Sometimes I feel like I cant do anything right.I lost one of my best friends (suzy) because of my stupid choices.Candice is like my one true friend.I just need someone to hold me and hug me tightly.God, why do you do this to me?