I refuse to.....
Bury the feeling deep underneath tough skin. Keep back the tears, won't show my feelings. Walk about with no purpose, the lies and pain did this to me. I can't be reached by anyone anymore. Want to know what it feels like to smile again. The blues got me down here crying for what I once had. There was a time when I had a good time and forgot my troubles. Can't do that now, can't go back. With time my wounds might heal, with care I might move on. But till that day I will resent everything I did, I will stay cold. Have no heart, won't care for anything. Won't even care for myself.