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[yesterdays_dead]

my life is going through waves right now
trevor & l'donne are my heroes though

they are my guiding lights

today i received confirmation
in my decision
in many different ways

i'm happy right now

for the first time in two monthes
i'm happy

there's a few things that suck
but that's how life is
and nothing can be done about it

there was a very akward
and horrible moment
in my day today

too soon

as soon as i saw
i felt sick
and afterwards
just terrible

i've moved from sadness
to anger

but then it's still a mixture

but i'm happy

the path i'm following
is making me stronger

i've grown so much strength
people aren't so intimidating to me
they're influence is unaffective against me

i'm standing for what i want
and what i need
and nothing can push me down

i've learned not to give in
even if pain is occuring

learned to put myself first
for the first time in my life
i'm actually going to care about myself
my feelings do matter

i've learned a lesson

and i've turned a page

this is a new story
this is my life

i write my life
noone else can anymore
this is my story