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[yesterdays_dead]

statistics test today
went pretty awesome

been doing biology all week
and will continue doing it

have a paper for composition
that i need to write in the morning
because i avoided writing it hardcore

i messed up today
oh well
life goes on, right?

everything will work itself out

i can't wait for the winter break
i need a break from school
i need a break from everything
literally
i wish i had the money to go to wisconsin
and see my grandma
and just get away from everything for a while
but that's not going to happen
i don't have the money

i lose all driving skills when i'm upset
anyone else experience that?
i'm suprised i've never gotten pulled over
cause literally the driving skills die
oh well

my sleeping patterns have gotten really messed up
i don't sleep much anymore
but then there's mornings like today
where i have the time to sleep
and i have to literally force myself to get up
when it gets to about noon
orelse i'd be able to sleep all day
because i'm constantly exhausted
i don't know what's happening
it's happened before though
hopefully it'll go away soon
who knows
it's just hard to fall asleep
so when i do
i'm out
i guess there's just a lot on my mind
things just aren't making sense

i'm really happy
but i'm really sad
there's a clash of emotions
and it's overwhelming at times

i wonder what will happen this weekend
probably the same ole' same ole'
but in a way not
because something different and insane always happens
it's so great
i wonder what it'll be this time

i'm scared right now
don't like this feeling

i'm hungry also
don't like that feeling either
time to eat

it didn't happen