Apr 30, 2005 20:25
Im sooo bored!!!RESCUE ME!!!
~*poem*~
You have a boyfriend that when calls you, he does it to comply with a schedule, your friend calls you because he simply wants to talk to you. Your boyfriend goes to visit you because it is his day of appointment, Your friend seeks you any day because for him there are no appointments. Your boyfriend caresses and kisses you because he is believed with the right to do it, Your friend does with more tenderness and without rights. Your boyfriend goes with you among the street as if you were a prize that he won, but to your friend your heart is his only prize. Your boyfriend loves you because he is your boyfriend, but your friend loves you more just being your friend. Your boyfriend would never tell you the truth, lies, that your friend would never tell you because he is your friend. Your boyfriend would never want to stop being your boyfriend and be just your friend, your friend seeks to become your best friend without ever being your boyfriend. Your boyfriend thinks that he can only like you as his girlfriend, your friend thinks that he can come to love you being only your friend. The love of your boyfriend is to comply with commitments, but that of your friend is sincere because there are no commitments to comply with. You think that you can only arrive at the altar dressed in white with your boyfriend, But it would be much more beautiful with your friend. After the wedding you would know the other half of the life that your boyfriend hid from you, if you marry your friend, nothing would have remained hidden between the two. After years or only some months when the affection is lost between the two and you will want to have him by your side, you will always have your loving friend that will only forget you with death.
But sadly you deceive yourself insisting on having a boyfriend and not a friend because you want to comply with a commitment with society , an excuse in your house, in your family...
((really want to watch amityville horror))