Sometimes you just have to suck it up and move on...
My hair actually came out pretty cute. It's darker than it was before but it's a light brown. It's a different kind of "light".. Before I had a blondish light, now i have a brownish light. The color is ash blonde, but right now it's just ash. I suppose after I wash it and go in the sun, it will eventually get lighter. So all the fear, was shot down. Jackie is my private hair stylest for the future when we get bored again. lol. I really love change, life's too short to be stuck in the same thing. Maybe that's why I can never decide on one thing, and I'm always contemplative in every choice I make for myself. Maybe that's why I don't ever have a stable thing. But CHANGE is the best opportunity we are given. I can't see myself sticking to the same thing for the rest of my life, except maybe a husband of course..but even that doesn't always happen. Jackie and I forgot to stretch after our work out, and this morning we really could not get out of my bed. It was too painful. We had breakfast and watched 'Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen'..pretty dumb movie. Jackie left and then I was just too bored. Mima and I went shopping today. Shopping really makes me so happy and at ease. And when I see some things, it gives me the want and desire to reach for more, and make goals for myself. I don't know, i'm always over examining things and finding a pshycological insight to everything. I bought a maroon hoodie at abercombie it's pretty cute, and since i'm always cold, all I shop for is long sleeve stuff. I saw Parham in the line, which was so ironic because I had forgot he even existed until yesterday in 3rd period Mr.Bruce brought him up, and then next day, I bump into him. How weird huh? So then I went to the fo0d court, and ate some Cajun Grill, ahh, just too awesome. Headed to Burdines to get my black lacoste shirt! I'm too excited, it's too hott. Finally I'm part of the cool lacoste crew, haha i've been left out for quite a while. lol. I bumped into Ashley there. It was so awesome, I hadnt seen or talked to her in so long. We were talking non stop just like if we had been with each other the night before. I can honestly say shes one of the only people I actually miss dearly from my middle school. Hopefully when I start to drive we will hang out. That girl was like a sister to me....I also got a new MAC powder cause mine was the press powder and it sucked cause i wanted the studio fix, and I got the MAC bronzer which is so pretty. I got yvy a little go0die which she's going to love! Then I got a really pretty hot pink wallet <3 so goodbye to my 5 year old Badzt Maru Wallet...Man, i was attatched to that baby. But yea, time to grow up and out of the old. Went and visited CC at work and gave that hoe a holler. I LOVE U! So that was my shopping day, pretty productive. I came home and put everything away, organized my make up caboodle..Its a pretty nice MAC collection lemme tell ya, I almost have six powder cases, so when i have that i get a free one! holler. lol. Franky called me and told me to go with him to his aunt's to watch him and his cousins play poker, but I hadnt even gotten home yet and i have to shower so I told him to call me when he finishes. So we'll see if we do something. I miss him <3 Well that's all folks!