NEW YEARS EVE!
I had a GREAT birthday. After a few mishaps, we went to eat at HOPS by the falls. It actually worked out well. u knwo the most spontaneous things r always the best. We saw SHAWN there, coincidence he works there. and our waiter definetly kicked ass! I was really happy just being there talking to people. Everyone (well ALMOST) there were people who I truly care so much about. Like Titina said, they're people SO FREE of drama, and theyre the people I feel the most comfortable around. I wasn't busy trying to be someone I wasn't and neither were any of them. And I felt really special to have them all there together, even if some didn't know each other, all celebrating ME. well my birthday that is. It was nothing but smiles. Of course ONE person tried to RUIN my night, but that shit don't phase me! please, don't even wish me a happy birthday if youre just going to try and ruin it. Thats so yesterday anyway. Besides that, the fo0d was alright, I barely ate, but that's okay cause I had two piggys next to me to finish up my fo0d (love u guys) It was just a really go0d dinner, and Im happy the way it turned out. THANK U TO ALL OF THOSE WHO WERE THERE.. you guys are a special 13 people. indeed. After the whole dinner ordeal, we dindt really have much to do, eventually ended up at Kerryns, played video games, headed out to the big house. Then came home an HOUR earlier than I had to.. which is gay, but that's okay, cause my night was made at Dinner.
I was reading Titina's journal entry this morning, and I began to cry. It really got to me, because I mean, just a few days ago I was SO hurt and UPSET at some things having to do w. her. I felt so unloved and betrayed, but when I read her journal, I sorta felt bad for being upset before, and it made me cry, because I feel just the same as her.
This year has been so crazy. a complete ROLLERCOASTER.. But it's been so amazing. I've found myself. I've found true friends. And I've found someone who can't get any more close to PERFECT. I really am happy with my life right now, and I haven't been able to REALLY smile in so long until now. I have been so ready to say goodbye to 2004 for a while now. Although so many good things happened, there are many things I am saying goodbye to. And goodbye for good this time. Im done with running back to drama. Life seems so much clearer now..
Tonight I'm spending New Years w. Franky. Don't know if i'm gonna stop by my uncles to show him off ;] but yeah, I'm really excited for this new yr. When I think about it, i somewhat get butterflies. I hope everything turns out great. HAPPY NEW YEARS TO EVERYONE! stay safe, cause people r crazy tonight. <3
I was reading Titina's journal entry this morning, and I began to cry. It really got to me, because I mean, just a few days ago I was SO hurt and UPSET at some things having to do w. her. I felt so unloved and betrayed, but when I read her journal, I sorta felt bad for being upset before, and it made me cry, because I feel just the same as her.
This year has been so crazy. a complete ROLLERCOASTER.. But it's been so amazing. I've found myself. I've found true friends. And I've found someone who can't get any more close to PERFECT. I really am happy with my life right now, and I haven't been able to REALLY smile in so long until now. I have been so ready to say goodbye to 2004 for a while now. Although so many good things happened, there are many things I am saying goodbye to. And goodbye for good this time. Im done with running back to drama. Life seems so much clearer now..
Tonight I'm spending New Years w. Franky. Don't know if i'm gonna stop by my uncles to show him off ;] but yeah, I'm really excited for this new yr. When I think about it, i somewhat get butterflies. I hope everything turns out great. HAPPY NEW YEARS TO EVERYONE! stay safe, cause people r crazy tonight. <3