staying in for the night
I've been a complete bum today. I woke up like at 12, and didnt make my bed till 3. I haven't done anything all day, It's been so lame. The highlight of my day was later on. I actually got mail.. Real mail..Not email, and not stupid college mail..a REAL PACKAGE! it was a gift from suleyka..Super cute pink abercrombie shirt! I LOVE IT! thanks babe, i miss u and cant wait till u come down!..then Mike called me and stopped by w/ Ronnie. I miss mike so much and I hadnt seen Ronnie in SO LONG! We talked about a lot of stuff. And yeah, I definetly have come to the conclusion that boys r jerks! it was cool to be in their conversation, i felt like one of the guys and i heard the evil plans guys have. IT was like Behind The Scenes to Asshole-hood. but it was pretty hilarious. After they left I came inside and 2 minutes later Jackie was here! yay. We hung out for a bit and she's sleeping over my hosue but she had to go see a movie w/ her cousin first cause it's his birhtday which blows. So shell be at my house around 12. We exchanged gifts and she got me Burberry Brit, the perfume ive been waiting for for ever..wo0t wo0t. I love my best friend! So yeah i got sad when she left my house, and i just started to work out. my 4 pack is coming, i can see it coming along! i'm excited. indeed. I forgot to eat dinner before 7 so now Im not eating, like ive done the past 3 days, which means im gonna wake up STARVING! grr. there better be kellogs cereal tomorrow when i wake up or im going to be pretty sad. I talked to Franky for a while till he had to leave to go to the gym to get stronger =] Then i just did online stuff..including stare at my screen. and check LJ's. but NOBODY decided to update! it was sad. n nobody new would comment me. So i felt worthless. lol. Then Natasha called me, and she moved her holiday dinner/getty thing to tomorrow. So yeah..people go. Then Suleyka called me and I talked to her for a while! shes coming on thursday (my birthday) so that's exciting. I figured out sort of a plan. In the morning Mike is gonna take me out to eat brunch for my birthday which is gonna be so cool cause he's one of my bestest friends ever then Im gonna go shopping w. my aunt at like 5 or 6 and then at round 8 or 9 or something me and close friends r gonna go eat at my favorite place..KENDALL ALE HOUSE.. so yeah after that, i dunno whatever comes up..Hopefully something fun. New years should be more fun then that..Jackie should be here like in an hour, and i really have nothing to do till then. About the friend thing yesterday, Ive decided to just not give a fuck and fufill my image of being a BITCH and just moving on w/ my life. Im sorry but im not gonna be one to dwell on stupid shit. New Years Resolution.. DONT GIVE A FUCK.. wether it makes me seem like a horrid person or not, that's life. I can really careless. o0k that was a good thing to take off my chest. Doesnt mean i cant be loving and caring at times too lol. Im excited for 2005 .. 2004 is already getting SO OLD. so much drama dude. im ready for new stuff to happen. And the way things r going now, good things r coming. As my cousin would say.. Its time to close this chapter of my life and move on to the next. No peeking and unfolding the pages from the past, it's gone. IF you're part of my past and fail to be in the present, dont have any hope for the future. Ive let it all go. even if you were once my world. Well yeah i'm really bored and Ive had the Kelly Clarkson cd on replay for a complete 72 hours. And im still completely in love w/ it! yay. well that's all for now <3