Hope Less

[yesmore]

Why do I try?
I hope you notice.
I love your eyes.
Your smile comforts.
I grow more pathetic.
I laugh when I'm honest.
How can I prove myself?
How can I tell you?
It's not funny
But still I laugh
I laugh to hide
I don't want to hide anymore
Just a chance
That's all I ask
But why do I try?
Because
I want to love again