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Ugh...I hate High School...I wanna crawl in a hole and stay there...It sucks ass....yesturday was the worst day of muh live! I went home and fucking cryed like a little bitch! I didnt and some what still dont wanna go back....it sucked....ugh....I hate it....I am soo scared of change....and I was right for being scared...it was scary...I have no friends....and yea I kno it was juss the first day but still...damn I dont like that I'm totally alone feeling! It sux and I was continueslly lost....and I hate being lost! It is a scary feeling...and then I felt like an idiot when I finally was late for class....and it was sooo gay! And then most of muh fucking teachers are bitches! ugh! I hate High School....I want it to be over asap! I mean damn....its not what everyone said it would be...its big and I aint...and it is just a sucky ass place to be...:( damn it....and I honestly dont fit in with anyone in muh grade! I am all alone...like at lunch...I have no1 to sit wit! :-( damn it! ugh fuck shit damn! i feel as though I am not normal anymore...like I am really wierd and everyone else is cool or popular or has there own little click and well I honestly dont! It is kinda scary when u think about it...am I destined to be alone forever?....or in my own mind is this all a dream..??...am I truely alone now?....who am I?...I hope these questions can be answered!
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JJ