theres no excuse for abuse.
last night was pretty cool i got pretty drunk. the only bad thing was i couldn't find nick myer at the end and i thought i lost my best friend, but i found him this morning. the fair is open but i don't want to go. i want to go get farrand because i don't want him to be where he's at, it's hard to see katie like this; plus i really miss him a lot. i think i'm one of the few kids that actually cares for him, and is not pretending to just cause of what he has in that box.
things are so weird now i don't even know what to think anymore, it's not even bad, just really odd.
some man gave me a pack of cigarettes so maybe today will be as good as yesterday.
also i've been drug free for a while and it feels so much better and i feel so less dirty and stuff. i'm keepin' this up for good.
things are so weird now i don't even know what to think anymore, it's not even bad, just really odd.
some man gave me a pack of cigarettes so maybe today will be as good as yesterday.
also i've been drug free for a while and it feels so much better and i feel so less dirty and stuff. i'm keepin' this up for good.