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Quite frequently I try to write a journal entry, but never quite succeed. I don't ever know what to say anymore.
I should have lots to say and update about, but I don't. I feel so disconnected from friends in Texas and I feel as if everyone has changed, which is to be expected, but everyone has incomprehensively changed.
I don't know anything about anyone. I read the few entries people put up, but they give me no guide to their life, who they are, who they have come to be.
The people I knew so well, I feel like I don't know them anymore. They don't know me anymore.
I can't imagine college outside of Guilford. What's college like at your campus? What is high school like for all those who are still there? Who are your friends now? What are your newly developed passions? How have YOU changed?
Thats what makes writing entries so hard. Everytime I try to write one, I feel as though nobody would be able to comprehend me and my life unless you talked to me everyday. So many details have slipped by.
I will, however, attempt to paint you some sort of picture:
I'm in my dorm, looking out to big beautiful newly flowered trees. I can literally see the pollen flying through the air practically screaming it is spring time (which in part is bad because I'm allergic to pollen, but anywho...). I just got back from violin rehearsal (yes I'm still playing and it is a wonderful stress reliever.)I do that every Mon, Wed, and Fridays.
Tues and Thurs I teach little kids how to swim. Ages about 3-5. I L-O-V-E them, they always make me smile.
I'm still majoring in math, which I should be done with that major by the end of next year. I may also major in Environmental Studies (which is a great example of a change in me...I've become more aware of the Environment and human impact on it than ever before.)
I love it here, but sometimes I miss my boyfriend, Rick. Whom, I've been dating almost a year now. Crazy how time flies.
Other changes/news people may not know about me:
My interests have changed, a lot.
I don't swim hardly as much anymore. Just once in awhile. (Except when its season of course)
I don't live in the same house in Mcallen anymore, I live close to Sharyland (still mcallen though).
I am newly appointed godmother of my sister Amanda.
Belle is in doggy heaven.
I never wanted to be a math teacher...but now I'm considering it. maybe i'll be the next Mrs. Mendoza/Mr Brashear!
There are so many things, as with everybody, but of course LOTS of things have not changed. I'm still me, but in a very different world.
I should have lots to say and update about, but I don't. I feel so disconnected from friends in Texas and I feel as if everyone has changed, which is to be expected, but everyone has incomprehensively changed.
I don't know anything about anyone. I read the few entries people put up, but they give me no guide to their life, who they are, who they have come to be.
The people I knew so well, I feel like I don't know them anymore. They don't know me anymore.
I can't imagine college outside of Guilford. What's college like at your campus? What is high school like for all those who are still there? Who are your friends now? What are your newly developed passions? How have YOU changed?
Thats what makes writing entries so hard. Everytime I try to write one, I feel as though nobody would be able to comprehend me and my life unless you talked to me everyday. So many details have slipped by.
I will, however, attempt to paint you some sort of picture:
I'm in my dorm, looking out to big beautiful newly flowered trees. I can literally see the pollen flying through the air practically screaming it is spring time (which in part is bad because I'm allergic to pollen, but anywho...). I just got back from violin rehearsal (yes I'm still playing and it is a wonderful stress reliever.)I do that every Mon, Wed, and Fridays.
Tues and Thurs I teach little kids how to swim. Ages about 3-5. I L-O-V-E them, they always make me smile.
I'm still majoring in math, which I should be done with that major by the end of next year. I may also major in Environmental Studies (which is a great example of a change in me...I've become more aware of the Environment and human impact on it than ever before.)
I love it here, but sometimes I miss my boyfriend, Rick. Whom, I've been dating almost a year now. Crazy how time flies.
Other changes/news people may not know about me:
My interests have changed, a lot.
I don't swim hardly as much anymore. Just once in awhile. (Except when its season of course)
I don't live in the same house in Mcallen anymore, I live close to Sharyland (still mcallen though).
I am newly appointed godmother of my sister Amanda.
Belle is in doggy heaven.
I never wanted to be a math teacher...but now I'm considering it. maybe i'll be the next Mrs. Mendoza/Mr Brashear!
There are so many things, as with everybody, but of course LOTS of things have not changed. I'm still me, but in a very different world.