uhoh
being content with my body how it was for so long made me make a big mistake.
so, i gained weight, and i don't really care to some extent.
but for another extent... i really do.
so, i am going out tonight to buy health food.
i am going to do this the right way.
no drugs, no eating disorders, no stupidity.
i am going to exercise.
i am going to follow my path of beauty.
shopping with Brandi October today make me realize this.
SO, encourage me, don't discourage me,
this is something i really want.
AND i got the newest Akon CD.
(yes, i know i am white.)
but my favorite song was i want to fuck you.
but now... it's "Gangsta Bop"
and it makes me dance. so it's good enough for me.
so, i am gonna AT LEAST lose 20 pounds by new years.
(if i can resist temptation. i get x-mas off though)
so, i gained weight, and i don't really care to some extent.
but for another extent... i really do.
so, i am going out tonight to buy health food.
i am going to do this the right way.
no drugs, no eating disorders, no stupidity.
i am going to exercise.
i am going to follow my path of beauty.
shopping with Brandi October today make me realize this.
SO, encourage me, don't discourage me,
this is something i really want.
AND i got the newest Akon CD.
(yes, i know i am white.)
but my favorite song was i want to fuck you.
but now... it's "Gangsta Bop"
and it makes me dance. so it's good enough for me.
so, i am gonna AT LEAST lose 20 pounds by new years.
(if i can resist temptation. i get x-mas off though)