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Nadia and I.
I am really growing into my own person.
it's not like i wasnt before.
but i like who i am right now.
maybe not on the outside, but on the inside.
and that is most important to me.
zac and i had a talk about GOD last night.
and i never really talk about my beliefs much anymore.
his beliefs are so respectful.
and there's so much to look up to that boy for.
SO MUCH.
so yesterday i went to zac's.
had an amazingly fun day.
AMAZING.
then,
kim picked me up and we went to bianca's house to wait for bianca. bianca never showed up in like the 30 minutes we were there. so kim and i tried on the costumes she RANDOMLY had in her backseat, did our makeup, and i admired how BIG MY BUTT LOOKED in this god damn gothic fairy shit costume. so i wore that one because it was wierdly cool. :)
well, bianca never showed up, so we left and drove around PB a little bit looking for the costume party (because well, we were already in costumes.) we saw kevin brothers in his nun costume. so i called him and we decided to meet up with him.
inside the party: strobe lights, music, A TON OF PEOPLE, A TON OF ALCOHOL, and sluts everywhere. yupyupyup. and there were so many people that i couldn't stand. i didn't touch the alcohol, well i did, but not one drop went in my mouth. i don't drink. so the party wasn't worth staying for, i got really bored. so kim and i left with derek patterson.
and i just found orange rolls in my fridge ohhhhmyyyyyyyyy. zac and i are meeting for coffee at starbucks today, then i am walking bonnie, then i am gonna go to my grandmas to earn more money.
zac isnt picking up his fucking phone...grrr. ahaha.
i want to explore next weekend.
i am hanging out with bianca next weekend,
and possibly danielle.
i want a packed weekend.