Mar 03, 2008 10:47
It wasn't such a good weekend. Friday night I was filled with that terrible melancholy of the soul where you want to just cry and cry and cry until nothing else comes out, because inside you are just so weary and nothing aches as much as that terrifying, awful feeling of being so so alone.
Actually did work on Saturday and Sunday, instead of my usual procrastinating! That went surprisingly well, but I still have so much, particularly due tomorrow. I should be doing work now instead of LJ-ing, haha, as usual. Oh well.
Saturday night was a lot nicer. Went out with Michael, chilled out, very good times.
I recommend that you download the Saturday Looks Good To Me album, Fill Me Up. It's been playing non-stop for me right now. Indie pop has this remarkable way of both cheering me up and making me sad at the same time. Funny how that works, hey?
I put together a little montage thingo of some of my deviantArt photos and that's on my LJ profile, if you're at all interested. As always, I'd absolutely love some feedback - I have this urgent need to grow and do better with my art and photography, so any and all criticisms are devoured by me, like water by a plant.
I feel rather nauseous and it's lunch break now so I think I'll go consume some more coffee. My diet as of late seems to be a steady stream of coffee, cigarettes, green tea and water. It's delightful!
...I should stop smoking so much.
sad,
sadness,
coffee,
cigarettes