What to do..
I keep thinking about God's will for me. I know I am called to a life of ministry...what exactly, I don't know! Full time/part time....no clue. But I do know that I want to serve him with all that I have. I want to take it so much farther than my own backyard. I know ministry starts at home, and God is giving me the opportunity right now. I had a plan to leave EPT right after Graduation. I'm still here because I feel I am supposed to be here right now. I need to continue to grow in him, and I am completely doing that in Vineyard. Sometimes though, I just want to pack my suitcase and go! That's why I really want to do this DTS. I don't know when, but I know it will be such a great stepping stone for me. I keep thinking about Jessica,Elissa,Joseph and David. You are following God's will for your lives. You have given up so much, and I want to do that! I know I can do it here, and I will continue to do it here until God changes my path. But, I am really hoping that he has a plan for me to travel! I want to go everywhere and do everything. Something God is working in me right now, is getting out of my comfort zone! I am beginning to do things I would normally never do. I feel like God is blessing me with Boldness. Just packing my bags and following the will of God takes utter boldness, and funny enough, I could do it! I guess I am just bored here. Not with my friends or family, just with living here. I want to be able to live in lot's of places, but still have a home and resting ground here in El Paso. I am so excited about this whole sign-language thing! It's a universal language and I could basically travel the world and spread the gospel to the deaf. We need to reach those who are hard to reach. I guess I am just in a pumped up mood. I can really feel the burning of God in me! Whatever his plan is, even if it's for me to live here in El Paso for the rest of my life and be a Pastors wife (ha, Jume!) I will do it with a greatful heart, because I will be serving him!