a whole year to feel like this again? wheres the logic in that?
blah blah blah last night was exciting too, i came over and looked at pictures of when i first met my dad for the first time in three years, looked at pictures of my dead relatives (two in one week, thats a record) and then i fell asleep. blah blah i also have amazing friends who actaully talk to me and care about me.
so today in the morning was okay, did nothing for awhile tried to get online but my computers a piece of crap, and then a simple call can fuck me up. oh shut up.
yesterday was really cool expect for all the bullshit drama. it was awesome, I got to hang out with my friends all day and then we went to hillsbourgh for our competition. We kicked ass. It started to pour in the middle of the show and right when we played the last note and our horns went down there was this huge thunderclap and oh it made me all happy. we won best in group three (againts five other bands) best marching music and guard. Precussion was stolen by north bergen or something like that.
So i know this other band from the same district as us who happens to go by "Morris Knolls" and they got an 89.9 (we got a 87.1.... in the FUCKING RAIN AND COLD!) and they got an 89.9 by simply playing in a semi-circle. fucking hell.
its fucking on.
kay well now i will proceed to make this day better because i wont let anything bring me down.. if i can help it.
ha on the way home yesterday ben gave me and Aimes a ride home and we were talking about like boys and how they are dumb and how people are getting fucked over by there loved ones and then i was like yeah im all getting fucked up by tom and he's like "hey ed". Made ben giggle.
so i think that if things are just going to you know hurt people because people are way to emotional or not at all then it just shouldnt happen.
kay so i have this 'friend' and her 'boyfriend' fell asleep while she was crying, over you know important stuff like a 2 deaths in the family. So i think this 'boyfriend' should get punched. severly in the head.
oh sundays, your so useless.
so today in the morning was okay, did nothing for awhile tried to get online but my computers a piece of crap, and then a simple call can fuck me up. oh shut up.
yesterday was really cool expect for all the bullshit drama. it was awesome, I got to hang out with my friends all day and then we went to hillsbourgh for our competition. We kicked ass. It started to pour in the middle of the show and right when we played the last note and our horns went down there was this huge thunderclap and oh it made me all happy. we won best in group three (againts five other bands) best marching music and guard. Precussion was stolen by north bergen or something like that.
So i know this other band from the same district as us who happens to go by "Morris Knolls" and they got an 89.9 (we got a 87.1.... in the FUCKING RAIN AND COLD!) and they got an 89.9 by simply playing in a semi-circle. fucking hell.
its fucking on.
kay well now i will proceed to make this day better because i wont let anything bring me down.. if i can help it.
ha on the way home yesterday ben gave me and Aimes a ride home and we were talking about like boys and how they are dumb and how people are getting fucked over by there loved ones and then i was like yeah im all getting fucked up by tom and he's like "hey ed". Made ben giggle.
so i think that if things are just going to you know hurt people because people are way to emotional or not at all then it just shouldnt happen.
kay so i have this 'friend' and her 'boyfriend' fell asleep while she was crying, over you know important stuff like a 2 deaths in the family. So i think this 'boyfriend' should get punched. severly in the head.
oh sundays, your so useless.