Long time...
I haven't written here in a while... Mostly because I'm having a field day with my other journal. Not that I don't love y'all, but it seems like the story of my life is over there.
I've been pulling the whole disappearing act thing frequently lately. It's not that I don't want to talk to/spend time with people, it's just that I'm completely worn out. Spreading yourself too thin catches up with you eventually, or so it would seem.
I'm working hard at making plans to move to the Bay Area in June. Happy birthday to me! I'm very excited at the thought of getting away from here. I need to put some space in between me and my family. Some distance from the familiarity here would probably do me some good as well.
For now, I'm going to worry about myself. No more older women with baggage. No more insane women with baggage. The most important thing I've learned since Barbara and I broke up is that I'm okay being by myself. More like it, I'm okay being with myself.
I like me. It's a good feeling.
I've been pulling the whole disappearing act thing frequently lately. It's not that I don't want to talk to/spend time with people, it's just that I'm completely worn out. Spreading yourself too thin catches up with you eventually, or so it would seem.
I'm working hard at making plans to move to the Bay Area in June. Happy birthday to me! I'm very excited at the thought of getting away from here. I need to put some space in between me and my family. Some distance from the familiarity here would probably do me some good as well.
For now, I'm going to worry about myself. No more older women with baggage. No more insane women with baggage. The most important thing I've learned since Barbara and I broke up is that I'm okay being by myself. More like it, I'm okay being with myself.
I like me. It's a good feeling.