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churchville is so dull
i was thinking about it. if this place wasnt so dull, would i still be me?
i dont think so
since theres really never anything to do around here, but walk to arrow mart and loiter, i've kinda had to create our own fun. i feel like if i lived in the city or some exciting community, where i would always have options of sooo many things to do, i feel like id be so jaded after a while. i wouldnt know how to use my imagination.
living here, with all these open spaces, its kinda left my mind open too. if my window had a view of tall buildings, i feel like it would cloud things up after a while.
yeah i've realized that boredum sometimes leads to danger, but boredum has also allowed my head to just be full of ideas and creativity.
i think of all the crazy things ive done, i cant even think of them all.
crazy by my standards atleast.
im beginning to look at this almost as my last year here in this openness. with college and all, i dont wanna think about it at all. it began to hit me how real it all is when i finally sat down and started reading a book from FIDM i got last year in SanFran. and how far away LA is... and how far away NYC is.
i just feel like i have to take advantage of this openess, these people.
here, dull goes to crazy, but other places, does crazy go to dull?
im just gonna wanna bottle this place up, and bring it with me when i go, so why not drink it and get the full freshness while i can?
what do i have to loose?