[sigh]
i hate being a girl sometimes.
i wish that it would be easier to find and be with the one person you were meant to be with.
it's hard to wish someone the best, and not be bitter.
it's not enough to be told you're beautiful when you don't feel like it.
it's not the same as having someone make you feel as if you're the most precious, beautiful thing in existence.
it hurts like crazy knowing you were never good enough.
and be reminded how easily a person's affections can be placed elsewhere.
i've been going running every day now.
not exactly for myself,something to do to pass the time.
i want to condition myself to be a distance runner.
dieting is a bitch.
but i do what i feel i have to to get my self confidence up again.
if it wasn't for the fact that crash dieting leads to eating disorders, i'd probably be on that cottage cheeze diet.
for now, i'm fine with my old ways.
the no carbs high protein thing.
i say it works pretty well as long as you stick to it.
i wish that it would be easier to find and be with the one person you were meant to be with.
it's hard to wish someone the best, and not be bitter.
it's not enough to be told you're beautiful when you don't feel like it.
it's not the same as having someone make you feel as if you're the most precious, beautiful thing in existence.
it hurts like crazy knowing you were never good enough.
and be reminded how easily a person's affections can be placed elsewhere.
i've been going running every day now.
not exactly for myself,something to do to pass the time.
i want to condition myself to be a distance runner.
dieting is a bitch.
but i do what i feel i have to to get my self confidence up again.
if it wasn't for the fact that crash dieting leads to eating disorders, i'd probably be on that cottage cheeze diet.
for now, i'm fine with my old ways.
the no carbs high protein thing.
i say it works pretty well as long as you stick to it.