=( Sad. Pathetic. Desperate Teenager!!!!

[yes1990]

So i haven't seen Jay (my bf) since Feb. I really miss him so much. It's summer, no College for the next two months. There is nothing to keep me busy, how am i going to survive?? I miss you Jay

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[yes1990]

Wow!! This is a major super post Lara ;)

You're just so sweet =) i love your ideas. I like the journal idea so much. It's sweet & i can see it happening.

LMFAO at "horny teenager", i was so upset, i diddn't know what i was writing ha-ha lol. Anyways, i've tried the picture thing but i just don't feel right about it. I mean, am not very confident with myself/body...the only thing i like on my body is the boobs, just cos i think they look good on me. I know he says when he tells me he loves me, he means everything bout me but idk, boys suck, they might just be saying it to please me, lol.

The thing that makes it harder is the time difference...it sucks big time. He's like 13/14 hours ahead of me. We mostly talk during the weekend cos those are the only days we dont have to wake up early for school. I dont worry bout the bills, my parents pay, lol. We do have our little talks here and there lol ;)(idk, i dont want to call it 'phone sex', it makes me laugh ha-ha)

I do not have a webcam but sometimes i do use my little sisters. I have to beg for it tho, lol. she's very bossy when it comes to her things.

Thank you for this Lara. Really! :). It made me feel better. I hope you find someone for yourself soon ;). You're so beautiful. Everytime i look at your picture, i just smile :D.

<3

[burningbright09]

Hey, yeah, I got a little too much into this, I guess. It's all the stuff I would totally do. Except maybe the photos. I'm impressed that you actually did that! I have to tell you, I don't think I could actually go through with it. I'd be too anxious they'd fall into the wrong hands. I mean, once pictures like that are out there, they're out there.

I'm glad I helped you feel a little better! And thank you so much for the compliment! That was really nice. I guess I don't have a ton of confidence, either, plus I'm very shy. Guys don't really notice me. I'm usually by myself, so maybe they don't want to approach me because they think I'm really busy or something. Actually, I think I do act busy sometimes to hide how totally bored and lonely I am. But who wants to talk to someone who's bored and lonely?

I don't know. In my experience, guys are more likely to check out girls in a group because they are laughing and having fun, but I don't really have a group of girlfriends. Actually, I don't really have any friends (anymore). That's why I'm totally bored and lonely. Sorry, didn't mean to turn into a Debbie Downer on you!