MADMADMAD

[yersofullofcrap]

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[th_michael]

I need to talk to you

[yersofullofcrap]

...okay, what is it?

[th_michael]

I'm done with you not trusting me or trusting me enough to think I would do anything to wrong or harm you, who gets engaged with someone they don't trust?

[yersofullofcrap]

Are you kidding me? I trust you. These are Enochian sigils on my rib cage. Language of the angels, people told me to ask you about it. So I asked! It makes sense to!

I wouldn't have said YES if I didn't want to be with you , Michael.

[th_michael]

You didn't ask me, you accused me. There's a very effing big difference.

Do you? It doesn't seem like it. And it's fine, there's nothing I can do to change that, but I won't stay around to watch either

[yersofullofcrap]

Okay maybe I said it wrong, but holy hell you are over reacting.

I think think isn't about this at all. The question is Do you, Mike? Or are you regretting your impulse proposal now?

You know me, and if I didn't want to do it, if I didn't want to be here with you then I fucking wouldn't.

[th_michael]

I am? And you weren't? Right. Let's blame the archangel, he can take it.

Yes, because I don't want to be with someone who doesn't trust me and is unsure as all Hell about something he could have easily said "no, thank you", someone who needs approval from everyone even though I'm going against everything and everyone to be with you and make you happy.

Then why are you so fucking unsure and insecure and looking approval in every-fucking-one when I fight anyone who dares to say anything about it? I make you "so sad" sometimes and I'm only good or worth it when I'm ~good to you. That's right, because Michael doesn't have a fucking heart and I don't hurt, I wasn't never hurt over you

[chuckles bitterly]

[yersofullofcrap]

...I've fought for you. I always fight for you. I fought my brothers for you, god damn it. My family. Because I wanted to be with you. i always fight for you because i believe in you , and i might be the only one who does.

I don't need everyones approval. I never did. If that was the case then I wouldn't have been with you in the first place let alone agreed to be your fiancee.

I've always been insecure, Michael! IN MYSELF, I don't get why you don't know that yet!

[swallows and fights tears]

....I believe you have a heart, you asshole. Thats why I love you.

[th_michael]

You're not the only one, but your opinion is the only one that always mattered to me.

Sure, then why are you looking for it and fighting me every chance you get, of the little time we get to have anymore, even.

So I have to pay for that? I always pay for that. I don't think it's fair.

[rubs at his eyes]

Sometimes, I don't see it, I'm sorry

[wipes his eyes]

[yersofullofcrap]

I haven't been fighting with you every chance i get, Michael! Ive been happy these past two days. Am I disappointed more people weren't happy about us like they were with Maggie and Patrick, yes. But I still said yes to you and I had no intention of changing my answer. Because I wouldn't have said yes unless I wanted it. Unless I wanted you.

[he winces]

...Im sorry you feel like your paying for it. Im trying to change, but it isn't easy.

[blinks, looking like he just got slapped in the face]

......

[looks down at his hand, his fingers running over the ring]

........do you want this back then?

[th_michael]

And I understand, I'm always the one who has to understand you but I don't get the same treatment.

[grabs his head and then drops his arms]

Keep it if you want, it's a good looking ring anyway. I'm going to give you time and space. Starting now

[yersofullofcrap]

...........................

[takes off the ring and places it in Mikes hand]

......bye Mike.

[turns away and walks off]

[th_michael]

[takes the ring]

Goodbye, Adam