you have every right to be mad at me. If I were you I'd be mad at me. I don't think I will ever like Michael, I don't think I will ever trust Michael maybe it's because I'm too dark or to messed up for that, and I do think you're a little too young to get married and I think you should wait a year or so, and I say this knowing full well that the person you might marry then might be Michael too, it's not about him it's about waiting. But you're my brother and I love you, and I know Michael makes you happy most of the time. And I know you love him.
So if you are going to marry him I'm not going to fight you on it, You win.
I said yes to marrying him, Sam but it doesn't mean I'm going to do it right away. I know I'm kinda young and the game plan from the beginning was the wait. But you didn't bother to ask, did you? Nope, you just got drunk and told me how you really felt.
I shouldn't have to 'win' in this situation. This is different, I'm scared, I have my fears and doubts don't you think? What I needed was my big brothers support.
I know you did I just... part of me will forever be mad at Michael it's not rational and I wish I could change it but I can't. And I want to change that for you but I don't think I can.
But you do have my support. As late and as unhelpful as it is now.
...I guess I just wish I knew why you can forgive Lucifer so easily yet you still hate Michael for doing what he though was ordered of him. At least Mike had reason, Luce... just did what he did because he wanted to.
But I guess your always going to choose Lucifer over Mike.
[rubs his own arms, looking down at the ground]
...Thanks, Sam. It does mean a lot for me. I was there for your big day and I want you to be there for mine.
None of the Angels ever had free will, not even Lucifer. I guess I can just understand what it's like to have problems with your family to cast you out because maybe you want something different for yourself. I wish I could explain it too Adam.I really wish I could.
I promise I'll say my piece and then I'll leave. I know you don't want me here any longer than necessary.
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....What do you want?
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you have every right to be mad at me. If I were you I'd be mad at me. I don't think I will ever like Michael, I don't think I will ever trust Michael maybe it's because I'm too dark or to messed up for that, and I do think you're a little too young to get married and I think you should wait a year or so, and I say this knowing full well that the person you might marry then might be Michael too, it's not about him it's about waiting. But you're my brother and I love you, and I know Michael makes you happy most of the time. And I know you love him.
So if you are going to marry him I'm not going to fight you on it, You win.
...
I'll go now. have fun.
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I said yes to marrying him, Sam but it doesn't mean I'm going to do it right away. I know I'm kinda young and the game plan from the beginning was the wait. But you didn't bother to ask, did you? Nope, you just got drunk and told me how you really felt.
I shouldn't have to 'win' in this situation. This is different, I'm scared, I have my fears and doubts don't you think? What I needed was my big brothers support.
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But you do have my support. As late and as unhelpful as it is now.
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But I guess your always going to choose Lucifer over Mike.
[rubs his own arms, looking down at the ground]
...Thanks, Sam. It does mean a lot for me. I was there for your big day and I want you to be there for mine.
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...
would you say no to a hug?
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