May 20, 2005 09:46
Hey,
Havnt written in a little while, but Ive been wicked busy, not only that but my internet and phone got shut off because gary didnt mail the bill in, but it's getting turned back on shortly. The past couple of days of been really stressfull, I think its because it's that time of the month again, but who knows. Yesterday was really bad, I think that birth controll and the whole period thing just made me so strung out that I freaked out, I really freaked out on Kyle, which I felt bad for, the first time, but the seccond time I freaked out I didnt feel bad. He took my sister and Justin out and left me home, which kinda upset me :-/ so I just went to bed and he woke me up at midnight when he got home, he joined some car club or something, basicly a car gang, and he's getting a body kit for his car and all this other stuff... Im not really into that, but as long as he's happy then I'll stand behind him lol.
He was such a sweetie this morning though, he said he loved me like 3 times just randomly, which I love soooo much, I told him last night, because of the fight, that things will get better and change, I'm going to try to not be so jelious so easily, and he isnt either, and we're going to work on the way we argue.
Tonight should be fun, Im haveing a ton of people over, we're haveing a bomb fire, with smores and cooking on the grill, it should be fun :-) Im trying to find some one to hook up with my friend Billy, and I think I just found somebody hehe :-P :-P. We'll see how it all goes... well im out.
Later
♥ Kyle David Chadbourne ♥
Always and Forever baby *Muah*