Apr 08, 2005 16:07
In my introductory post to the community, I wrote about how I've been called an idiot in my lifetime. I never meant it seriously, it was just sort of playful banter. But now I can truthfully say that I've done one of the stupidest things that I've ever done in my entire life.
Have you ever done something silly, all in good fun, and the consequences never even cross your mind until they actually happen?
God, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I never meant for it to hurt you. As sentimental and ridiculous as it may sound, my entire existance in this world is dedicated to protecting you from anything that could possibly hurt you. I love you more than anything, anything in this entire world, and I didn't mean a word of what I said last night. It was all in good fun, honestly, and I feel ridiculous for not realizing how you would feel about it. Please, if you're willing to forgive me and make amends...I don't know how I could stand losing you again.