i'm outraged!
eff the effing notebook. gawd, you try to get your jollies by watching a movie on pay per view and what do you get?: the notebook a.k.a. the load of crap-book. talk about an offensive combination of depressing and boring all at once. so they die together and that's supposed to be a satisfying ending?-- it definitely wasn't happy, unless you're sadistic that is.
so i really hope that uhh, i guess that-- well, actually no use in hoping for the highly improbably i.e. that i get into any schools. *shrug* ya win some, ya lose some. i'm losing an awful lot lately, but it can only go up from here 'm i right? lately i've been trying to round up, as in when you have a number over five or whatever the rule is, and you round up, only, like, in life. it's working for me!
on the bright side: no school tomorrow/rehearsal tomorrow (who doesn't love that?!), my v-ball homies tracked me down, i'm gonna dye the shit out of sarah's hair this weekend, and i have chicken and beer to look forward to. but damn it to hades! it's not good enough ! i need some fricking excitement in my life. SOMEONE END THE MONOTONY! to quote someone i used to know: "Take me to somewhere i've never been."
i think-- actually i know for a fact that this calls for swing dancing, some automatic, supersonic, hypnotic, funk-e-fresh, 20's (right? *shrug*) swing dancing. I'm talking to you margie... who CLAAAAIMS to want me to go, and yet doesn't tell me where to go or even call me when she does go! maaar-j (i'm glaring with squinty eyes at the computer screen-- humor me and work with the makeshift imagery). so anyway,
"...a bunch of us are gonna drive to a black neighborhood and try to buy wine."