Nov 04, 2004 19:40
hey all you guys that actually take the time outa your busy day to read this thing...ok well more like 2 of you.. but its all good well i havent wrote in there in forever so scince the last time i did it was my birthday..im now 16..wow and tommorow we play hamilton!! ohh man i cant wait this is gona be the year we do it i love haveing all the presure on me it just makes me feel important i love it. so tommorow is gona be cool. oHH and i have my name on the back of my jursey now its soo awesome..ya
but latey ive had my mind on alot more then just football where its been for the past 8 weeks ive just been confused about alot of things girls mostly tho i mean i think i have a pretty good idea on who likes me but im just not sure i think its just gona be the same thing that always happends so me i find i girl thats so perfect for me and then all of a sudden other girls just start poping up and im like wow your cute and you have a awesome personality but i cant like you and i end up likeing them and then im stuck with no one..again i just dont no y it happends but it seems like a could maybe get like 4 girls friends right now and i have a feeling that im gona do somethin stupid and mess it all up again and i dont want that to happen cuz ive been single for a long ass time now..hmm i have some thinking to do and i hate thinking about this cuz i know there should only be 1 girl i think about but theres not so i have to just think about this some more.. i wish it could just be easy..
kyle