yesterday cont
so yea as if yesterday wasnt hadr enough i worked today and put in a full 10 hours of busting my ass making shit look perfect around the job sight. All i day i keep thinkg about thsi chris claudi thing and how it bothers me so much its not even its that hes done it 2 times in the matter of 7 days and come to find out that that kristin just dumped chris my fucken luck
so now any chance of him not going after her has been craped on its so blah
i hate to say it but i never wished i went on friday and said ill let them meet chris cause then none of this would ever happen
im going to say it and i dont know if its going to happen but i dont want them dating chris is to big of an ass and there others thing that i cant realy mention and its not cause i like her that has nothing at all to do with it cause its not like i want her causr its not like im going to get her its that chirs is chris and will always remain chris ive know him for 12 years and he is not who he comes accros as idk if ive said this but if he was going to leave kristin for claudia how hard is it going to be for him to do that again. I'm only mad at him because he said he was going to do anything wit her and was like yeah go for it. This was also the very breif time fram when i THOUGHT i had a chance but the hour has come and gone. but yet he just blew me off. that why im mad. but the other said is how she hats how dan is like obssed and i dont want her to think that i am im vewing this from a friedns stand point who know all and both
so thats that
then we have lil miss im a fucken fat ass amanda who again is not helping she like omg i hate you all because i stated my personal though on her and her fake ass crying lil fits and them bak is like omg you talking shit to her umm flase im decided that talking shit is gay and im done with that after the lil carrie insident
that actluy what the whole claudia and chris issuse comes down to if i didnt be such a ss about it she would of never been mad and i would of never wanted to be around ppl who cared then i would of never gone riday and if i never went friday there would of never been a monday and if there was no monday there would be no stress
im leaving for vaca on thursday and im not even exctied
who knows it just might all blow ova thinkg will turn out ok they did last year when somthing like this happend then again that is when i was good friend (at least i though so) with caroline carrie and dee
who cares any ways
so now any chance of him not going after her has been craped on its so blah
i hate to say it but i never wished i went on friday and said ill let them meet chris cause then none of this would ever happen
im going to say it and i dont know if its going to happen but i dont want them dating chris is to big of an ass and there others thing that i cant realy mention and its not cause i like her that has nothing at all to do with it cause its not like i want her causr its not like im going to get her its that chirs is chris and will always remain chris ive know him for 12 years and he is not who he comes accros as idk if ive said this but if he was going to leave kristin for claudia how hard is it going to be for him to do that again. I'm only mad at him because he said he was going to do anything wit her and was like yeah go for it. This was also the very breif time fram when i THOUGHT i had a chance but the hour has come and gone. but yet he just blew me off. that why im mad. but the other said is how she hats how dan is like obssed and i dont want her to think that i am im vewing this from a friedns stand point who know all and both
so thats that
then we have lil miss im a fucken fat ass amanda who again is not helping she like omg i hate you all because i stated my personal though on her and her fake ass crying lil fits and them bak is like omg you talking shit to her umm flase im decided that talking shit is gay and im done with that after the lil carrie insident
that actluy what the whole claudia and chris issuse comes down to if i didnt be such a ss about it she would of never been mad and i would of never wanted to be around ppl who cared then i would of never gone riday and if i never went friday there would of never been a monday and if there was no monday there would be no stress
im leaving for vaca on thursday and im not even exctied
who knows it just might all blow ova thinkg will turn out ok they did last year when somthing like this happend then again that is when i was good friend (at least i though so) with caroline carrie and dee
who cares any ways