May 01, 2006 18:33
To my past,
We have been through a lot, there was many up and many downs. I matured in every aspect of my life. I learned things through hardships and through dedication. You gave me many great people in my life, to whom i may have lost. I will never find such careless days or trustworthy friends as i found in you. I have no regrets only memories that will last a life time. " the pictures may fade but the memories will stay." I started my life in you, and will always remember how life can be. You have given me many challenges and lettdowns which i overcame with strength. I found my confidence and inner strength which will lead me the rest of my life.
To my present,
You are testing me. To see how dedicated i am, to see how far i can be pushed, and to see how well i stand up to the faces of evil and despair. I look around and see all these people going in different directions, moving towards the typical life expected from teens. Am i that different? if i am i dont care, i am living the life i want, and you are there to point it out. To show my uniqueness, and my indivuality. Is it true what people see? am i incapable of trusting someone for atleast a short period of time. I have been given great friends. but high school seems to take control of everyones view -- of everything. i can only hope that i can find those i can trust in those i have been given.I will live today as if it determines tommorrow.
To my future,
I have never been so anxious to see what comes ahead as i am now. I know that i have a lot to learn and a lot to do ahead of me. I havent even begun to start the life to which i hope for. I will do my best to reach you, do my best to please you. I have high ambitions for which is to come. And i can only hope my peers around me hope the same.
-HOLLY