OTL. YOU! XD For Yeollie to be a daughter... to put ribbons on him and dress him prettily and make Myungsoo die somewhere in the corner... that's like my wet dream coming true! I don't even... I can't even!!! ;A;
I do write for myself. It takes my head off the fact that I have no friends in real life. The internet kind of made a good job of replacing all that. and a boyfriend. I mean, why would I settle for an ugly real one, when I have seven of them, and they keep confessing their love to me every time I see them (and sometimes loop their videos ;A; Especially you awkward Myungsoo and greasy Namstar!) and they are like... the most handsome people in the world! So yeah. (YAY I'M CREEPY!)
I'm just new to LJ. I've lurked here for a very long time just reading fics. And then I sat by the computer one evening bored and decided, 'Hey, I should contrebute!' and stories kind of happen. So I wrote, I have other finished fics, but I'm too shy to post them. :\ I mean, I never expected so many people to like them! English isn't my first language and I think most of the writing is done awkwardly, but people are so nice here. I just want to hug everybody! (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ
YES. He's my pretty daughter~~~♥ My sister calls me crazy...for wanting him to be my daughter, but you don't think so right? *blinks* ^^ I'd want to dress him up in so many dresses and take photos of him and just really treat him as though he were my daughter. I guess we can both share the same dream? =D Myungsoo...hmmm...I think it depends on my mood. I do catch myself telling Myungsoo (who's in my monitor) to take his hands off of Sungyeol a lot. But um, the next second, I'm fangirling over the MyungYeol? ^^;;
LOLOLOL WHAT AM I READING!? Well, from now on, I can be your friend! Adding you! (you better add me back! >______>) and well, I'm real, so pretend that I'm a friend irl. LOL. But yeah, I don't usually like writing for friends (real life or not) or for people who requests for fics...because it just isn't what I usually want. *cries* And you're right, who needs a bf when you have the internet~♥ We sure don't! ^_^ HAHAHAHA. creepiness~~ we should add stalking to the list as well. (I think Hoya is the most handsome in Infinite ><)
!!!! You're new to LJ! I'm not really new to LJ, but I'm such a newbie anyway. ^^ hahaha, just wait, if you're not ready to share your stories, then don't, if it makes you feel better, I have more drafts than finished stories....and well, some of those drafts are "finished" but I don't feel like sharing them anyway...even though I usually share everything. Oh well. Who cares~ *rolls around* I really can't tell that English is not your first language! (Your English really feels local.) What's your first language? =]
Yeah, I know what you mean... Like sometimes I just watch Myungsoo... and I'm like; "You are such a weird creature, where did they dig you up from?!" But hey, as long as yeollie likes him :3 (And he obviously adores him, watching Ranking King makes me understand that either they are in a relationship, either they're friends with benefits. Because they can't take their hands off each other!)
Wow! I'll definitely add you back! :D You're awesome! I think Hoya is a god! His body, and his face, and the way he smiles and laughs. To tell you the truth when I first saw him, I was sure he's not Korean. I was like; "Hey! A foreigner in the group, awesome." His looks are just so... unique. You don't get to see his face structure in kpop a lot, I guess. But to tell you the honest truth, I can't get myself to say only one of them is the most handsome, I think they all have their unique charms. For a long period Dongwoo was like the perfection for me... then it became Sunggyu... and currently it's Woohyun. I JUST LOVE ALL OF THEM. But Yeollie is a tiny, bitsy bit more precious. Because he's my baby.♥
I feel like my stories should get a long reviewing\analyzing\re-editing before they get posted. This story was re-edited three times XD Share everything sounds awesome, you probably have a twitter too (lol, I'm 21 years old, so I get to flaunt that I'm old-fashioned because I don't have a twitter.) OMG, thank you so much for saying my english is okay. :| I seriously lay awake at night thinking if people think my grammer is right... I always hesitate before I post. I feel like people will laugh at me for writing like some weirdo XD I am a weirdo, though, so... XD My first language is russian\hebrew, but when I think in my head, it's in english, since I write ever since I'm... 12, I think. XD Are you a native english speaker? :)
Good point. Ranking King does highlight them quite well ^^ I'm actually a bit behind in Ranking King? I don't even know which ep is the latest sub one. >_> I'm so out of it lately. OTL. But yes! so long as Sungyeol likes him, I can accept it. =^=
I think you're awesome too! =D LOL. I love the way Hoya laughs. It's so....cheerful. (obviosuly). Ah, when I first saw Hoya, I thought he is the most handsome in the group. I still think that to be honest. I also think that they all have their own charms, but if we're just talking about face, then I can pick and say that I do think that Hoya has the most handsome face. hahaha. I guess Hoya does have an exotic feel to him. I get that vibe from Dongwoo too. LOL. I SEE. xD Unfortunately, I love some of them more than others. OTL can't help it. ^^" (So has Sungyeollie always been your bias?)
Ah, if my fics are around or under 5,000 words, then I only read through it once to correct mistakes, but obviously I can't correct all the mistakes by just reading it once, but I honestly don't care? hahaha. If I do reread my stories later, in the future, then I just correct it as I go...but those corrections don't end up being shared. OTL. If my stories are leaning towards being around 10,000 words, I reread them a lot more, constantly as I rewrite bits here and there to make it flow well. We're quite alike there yeah? I have a habit of writing the end first...so yeah, I always rewrite parts. ^^
omgosh! are you born in 1991!? I'm born late 1991, so I'll be 21 later on in the year!!!! *O* (haha, I have a twitter that's pretty much never used.) No, really, your English is really good. I swear, if you had not told me that it's not your first language, I'd automatically think it's your first language. You must've studied so well for English. ^^ *hugs* I'm a weirdo too.
oh wow~ thinking in English in your head. cool. My first language is English and Chinese (Cantonese). I guess Chinese is more like my mothertongue, it's the language I use to speak at home with my family. And English, with most of the rest of society. LOL.
Don't feel bad on not being able to watch Ranking King!~ I started watching Sesame player back when it only had 7 subbed chapters. Back in August last year, I only got to know them by their names, and when I started watching the reality show I became in love with each and every one of them. ♥ Seriously though, Myungyeol do so much fanservice it's not even funny.
Forgive me if I think that Sungyeol looks a little too comfortable doing this and Myungsoo looks a little too happy being jumped upon
Sungyeol jumped into my eyes from the moment I first saw their pictures. I was like; "Something is weird with his smile," and "He probably had braces when he was young," and I don't know why, I kept looking for him... then I watched sesame player and from then on, he completely enchanted me. :D He's just so lovable! His gestures, and his smile, and his naughty eyes when he's scheming something... How can you not love him? Sometimes I read about people who think he's the most useless in the group, and without him it would've been better. I would never understand that. I honestly think that without him Infinite would've looked completely different. How about you? Was Sungyeol your bias from the start?
:D It's so awesome we were born in 1991 together!!! And we do share a lot in common in writing tendencies, haha XD But I always start to write something and then leave it. I have over 50 unfinished stories. I have a high-school Myungyeol which has over 50,000 words and it's finished, and all I do is to revise it and add\delete scenes because something just feels lacking. :\
You speak Chinese? That is wicked! I also wanted to learn it once I get the hang of korean (lol) I hope you won't mind if I ask where you are from? If you don't want to answer, that's okay. ^^
I love all the MyungYeol fanservice, I love how it strangles me TT^TT and that gif! urgh! Sungyeol! *cries* why so perfect, that's probably a position they're use to all the time. *sighsighsigh* Why do I ship them so much~
Ah~ I got into Infinite when they were promoting Be Mine (because I really liked BTD, unforutnately, I discovered BTD after promotions ended =____=)...and then I started watching them on Sesame Player since MBLAQ was HILARIOUS on it~♥ And I started learning their names through that. ^^ LOL. Your first thoughts of Sungyeol is priceless!♥ For me...I kind of only like a person only after watching them on variety...when I was watching them perform on music shows, I honestly was not attracted to any of them. (it's because what personality can you see from that?) So yeah, I started liking Sungyeol from Sesame Player. He just grew on me. Everything about him is so loveable. I, he's killing all my feels. TT_TT I think Infinite would be a lot quieter without Sungyeol around (who am I kidding? They can just appoint someone else to make all the cheeky remarks, have someone else flash that beautiful smile...forget it, it won't be the same =^=), I honestly don't find him as useless, he just...really lacks confidence from my point of view. And well, I don't blame him, it wasn't his goal from the start to be a singer. I would feel a huge inferiority complex.
Yes!!!!~♥ *hugs* 50 unfinished stories? wow...and I thought I had a lot...but definitely not 50. haha ^^" LOOOOOOOOOOL. keep editing it! ^_____^ You'll know when it feels complete!~ Long stories do need to be thought over carefully and well revised to satisfy the writer. I think that's really true.
hahahaha, I don't know if I ever want to learn Korean...I probably do. lol. I'm from Australia, parents are from Vietnam though. You?
Ugh, even if you just say that it's a position they use all the time, I can't help but imagine them using it in the dorms... Gets me all red and bothered, those two, Sometimes I can't even explain what they're doing to me.
Nobody can make cheeky remarks like Sungyeol (well, Hoya can. But his tongue is too sharp... he's brutally honest!) I understand why you'd like BTD. I just wished that they would replace it with Be Mine, because in BTD they all have such a strong appearance, and they look awesome and everything is just so perfect (first time I saw BTD, I was giggling because Woohyun has a huge lower lip and that's all I ever noticed the whole MV) but after I saw the practice version, I practicably cried at how perfect they are. I share your feels when it comes to Sungyeol. ;A; I can so relate.
Wah! :D Australia! I always wanted to fly there! Wow! It's the best continent in the world! :D Originally I'm from Russia, but right now I live in Israel. :) You are seriously, the nicest person in the world! ~♥♥♥♥ After reading what you wrote, you inspired me to finally get this fic posted! So I'm going to give you special thanks for this!!! ;A; Thank you!!!
LOL. You are supposed to imagine the two of them in that position all the time...xD They're killing you heart and all the feelings it contains, that's what they're doing >_> probably. Not too sure what they do to us actually. *sigh*
The dance for BTD was just ♥ The MV didn't do it for me lol. I only appreciated the MV after I started to like Infinite (I will go check out Woohyun's lip soon xDDDD) The practice version hit my heart hard too ;A;
T^T I know~~ precious Sungyeol, look what you do to all your fans. Honestly, I don't even know what to do with these feelings I have. Sometimes, I just want to be able to throw them out of my window. *sigh*
Ah really? I didn't know we were so great. We're so isolated here =_= I'm comfortable with the isolation really xD oooooh~ Was it hard, moving to a different country?
I'm not! I'm only nice on the internet xDDDD
EH!? OAO Have you posted it, I'll go check soon ^^ *hugs you* I'm not too sure what I did, but okay! You're welcome! Anything for a friend! (Nearly anything xD)
No! Normal girls don't think of two boys in very compromising positions while they day dream! there's something wrong with the way I think! ;A; It's their fault *point at infinite* they corrupted my soul and being!
You didn't like the MV? Where Woohyun and Myungsoo were fighting for Yeollie's heart. Back then yeollie still had his baby-fat cheeks. He was such a baby! (Go check it, it's halirous! Nowadays he makes sure not to get filmed in these angles because of that... ;D) The practice version. oh, god. Sungyeol in purple with all his glorious, long, long legs!!!
You know what you do with all the feelings? Write. It's the only escape. Because there was so much Myungyeol feels, I have written in about a month of so a story of 50,000 words. Which is basically, the biggest story I had ever written. EVER and why? Because every time I open my tumblr, they're jumping on each other, kissing each other and then claiming that the other's lips are soft and making me have an heart attack! Sometimes I just curse at my computer, because he shows me pictures of Sungyeol when he's smiling and it stings my eyes all this perfection, you know...? *cries and goes to the corner*
It's awesome to be isolated... I wish our country was isolated. :( Besides, you have kanguros. What else do you need? It wasn't hard for me, because I was a child, but my parents had a tough time... but we're here for 15 years now, so they accustomed. Something you don't get accustomed to, though, is the heat and humidity. There's like two months of winter. Rest of the year it's hot. We're dying here... ;A;
:D Anybody who's nice on the internet is nice in his heart as well!!! Thank you again!!!
Oh...well then I guess the both of us aren't quite normal. xDDDD But who cares what they say! ^____^ To me, I'm normal and that's all that matters~~~♥ *keeps thinking of MyungYeol* lol~ Are you going to get back at Infinite for corrupting your soul?
Oh...is that what they were doing? ._. I don't know, I just didn't fancy looking at Woohyun and Myungsoo doing whatever they were doing...it was too...member lacking? I guess because it's was my first Infinite MV, I just wanted to see more of them and not just 2 members. But yes, Sungyeol is stunning (as always) there, his cheeks really are so poke-able~♥ (I rewatched it, and man, I don't think I'll ever be able to watch BTD's MV without staring at Woohyun's lips all the time xD) His long legs omgosh. *pushes away naughty thoughts*
Ah, I am trying to write more...it's just, so many fandoms I want to write for, I usually just end up with drafts and more drafts T^T I'm tracking the MyungYeol tag on tumblr...and just...I just feel like blocking every single person who's rambling on about the OTP fanwar. I'd rather not read any of that...or have it wedged inbetween my MyungYeol goodness =^= But yes! All the fanservice is ripping me apart. I'm conflicted! *cries* My first response is usually - "Myungsoo, get your hands off Sungyeol!" and then it's "I wish the skinship was longer...my MyungYeol feels!" ...OTL I'm so fail~~~~ urgh, Sungyeol's smiling face is the worst thing ever, I swear, how can someone be like that! I can't spend the rest of my life staring in awe at his pictures and giggling at his smiles and waving at my monitor and just, his smile ruined my life, I've become this obsessed freak who stalks him through tumblr. And his eyes! I hate his eyes too!!! omgosh, so pretty TT^TT and when they're a little teary, they sparkle even more and just makes me want to take him home and treat him like a newborn puppy and just. my feels. I should write. ;A; *joins you crying in the corner*
...you know that our supermarkets sell Kangaroo meat? *sigh* To be honest, I was shocked when they finally said "okay" to selling Kangaroo meat. I know that the Aboriginals ate Kangaroo meat...but Kangaroo has become such an Australian icon over the years, it's even on some of our emblems and what not, I just find eating them so disrespectful and just weird. I don't even know. But yeah...we need water please~~~ drinking water. =^= ah...I can imagine, culture and communication would be different too...but it's been 15 years, still not use to the weather? (I hate hot weather too) Is it really that bad?
;A; I used to care! My parents think I'm nuts, and "korea-crazed" whatever the hell that means. although it's not far from the truth I worked as a waitress for like half a year in order to go there. It was the most epic two months of my life. ;A; I even met Infinite and other people! well, not met-met, I just saw Dongwoo and Sungyeol and Sungjong strolling down the street, doing shopping... they didn't really have a crowd of fangirls flocking them, but we felt kind of bad for barging in on them, so we just followed them around from a distance until the managers came to take them. We also saw TOP from BIGBANG and that actress from Secret Garden. :) Best time of my life.
The people who just continue to do this stupid fanwar are little 13 years old, because once you grow older, it just seems so immature... I mean, why can't it be OTP7. Look at them, they are definitely doing each other at the dorms behind our backs *coughcough*
OMG, WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME *watches infinite win on Mcountdown to see his tear eyes so I could flail around the room like crazy* He's just so perfect okay?! HE'S PERFECT! Like, I didn't know perfect people existed, but everything about him just screams; "FLAWFREE HUMAN BEING"
About the kangaroo meat... I've never heard of it. I didn't even know it's eatiable, to tell you the truth. But they're so cute... it's like eating panda bears and kittens... what is wrong with the people in this world? :| We also need drinking water here, actually. ;A; A lot of it.
You can never get used to the weather here. It's 34 degrees, and the humidity stands on 80 precent. It's basically like showering in hot water all day. Once you're out of the safety of your house, you're starting to sweat like a pig. Some of us (as in, me) actually take deodarant... but other people... If you get on the bus you need to take a gas mask with you. S: Yeah, I could never get used to it. My nose is highly sensitive, and my skin as well, and you can call me spoiled, but I just like cold weather better...
You didn't ramble at all! :D I'm happy every time you send me a reply!
Have you seen the Japanese She's Back teaser? ;A; My daughter is so pretty. oh gosh, I was telling my sister this, it might sound a bit creepy, but I want to tell you too OTL, the place they shot their Japanese She's Back PV is a country side right? ;A; cattle, green grass, random trees scattered here and there...and just, that countryside image really made me want to put Yeollie in a flowy knee length white dress, with a straw hat on his head. That image, I can't get rid of it. Anyway, enough of my creepiness.
You really do sound a little Korea-crazed. xDDDDD You make it sound as though the celebrities just walk down randomly along the streets. Ahhh~ I would love to see Infinite in real life. I'm so jealous of you right now. Like, REALLY jealous. QAQ it must've been such an exhilarating experience. Is Sungyeollie even more beautiful in real life! I bet he is! =^=
(because I don't ship OT7 romantically?) Fanwars are just a waste of time...there was a period of time where I would read fanwars and laugh at the stupid comments...but event hat's gotten boring, the comments are always the same. *sigh* I do feel sorry for the people who try to rub logic into the kids, but they just don't get it =_=
YES. YES. I knew you'd know what I'm going on about!!!! If only we spoke the same language, he'd be even more perfect, and if only he really were my daughter, and if only I really could put him in my pocket and play dress up with him all the time and if only...he's perfect. Sungyeol is perfect. *sobs* he's so perfect my heart aches so much. And I fangirl too much. And my sister keeps telling me to stop gushing over him and talking to him as though he can hear me. *sigh* Who needs a life when such a perfect Sungyeol is right there! T^T I want to go stare at his teary eyes now. OTL
Yeah....=_____= I know right? I would never eat Kangaroo meat...it's too symbolic to me ^^" I guess it's because we have a lot of Kangaroos hopping around, so people just thought, 'why not?' and then start producing them for eating purposes. *sigh* Water...always in need.
WOW. That is really humid! How do you survive there? O_O I would cringe and writhe and then lie flat on the ground and die (whilst staring at flawless Sungyeol through my monitor) I guess you guys must always feel like you need to take a shower. What's the lowest temperature over there? (I like cold weather more too) Eeek! I don't think I'd like taking public transport there ! OAO
Celebrities walk down the street randomly there, only very much disguised. If it's unplanned and unscheduled, not many fans follow them around, and they just look like normal people down the street. Sungyeol is... so charismatic. When I saw him, and how he was treating fans, it just made me understand completely why they choose him out of like another million trainees. He was smiling, and giving them high-fives, and took a few photos with them. And his manner and gestures are... well, I can't really explain it, he's just so different in real life. More lively(?) I guess? In TV, they just stick the 'choding' role on him, and that's how he acts, and that's all they show, but in real life, he looks mature and handsome.
:D It doesn't have to be romance, actually. I just love the seven of them together. They make such a vivid, strong group with all kinds of personalities, and it's refreshing. I dunno. Fanwars just rile me up, but I don't get into them because I learned from expriance that it's stupid to matt in. There is no logic in fanwars. Some people just like to argue. :D Besides, Myungsoo's an asshole who cheats on Sungyeol with Sungjong and vice-versa, so it's all good. We love our couples in a love triangle. (LOVE TRIANGLE? In my sick mind it goes like this; Dongwoo liked Sunggyu for a long time, but he also likes Woohyun in a not very friendly way, and Woohyun is head over heels in love with Sunggyu, and Hoya is suffering from unrequried love to Dongwoo, and Sungjong loves his Hyung-Hoya, So Myungsoo is in a relationship with Sungjong because he thinks it might make his best friend Sungyeol look at him differently, but he only has eyes for Woohyun and doesn't understand why he's attracted to his bestfriend when the other already has a boyfriend!!!!!!!) ;A;
I'VE SEEN THE NEW TEASER AND I'M STILL CRYING IN THE CORNER, TRYING TO REMEMBER HOW TO BREATH, OKAY! I just feel so unworthy of all this Myungyeol and infinite feelings. I mean, WHY, WHY?! ;A; Sungyeol smiling on the beach, and that Polaroid - how am I supposed to live for an entire month now?! Woollim is a cruel agency. You're not creepy, I feel you so, SO BAD, okay?! ;A; Someday I'll snap and kidnap him.
They really hop in the streets, just like that? :D People can pet them and stuff? sorry for being so curious, I just find it fascinating! And a bit disgusting for people to actually eat them... I guess you need to have another mentality to eat them, because I sure as hell won't.
We survive with fans and air conditining. It's the only thing we have... Lowest temperature? it was 12 degrees this year. Coldest yet!!! What about you? You probably have nice weather all year round!
Hah...I should've guessed that they would...since South Korea is a small country with lots of people in it. xD waaaaaah, Sungyeol looking handsome? I want to see this ;A; I mean, he just looks utterly cute and beautiful all the time to me ^^" I think he's already pretty lively on TV. ^^ Like a ball of sunshine who just wants to roll around and have fun.
Hm~ I guess when you say it like that, I enjoy watching the 7 of them fool around and all. (but my OTP feels won't let me enjoy that for long LOL.) wow, your Infinite love chart is really amazing. It's complicated LOL.
Ah~ the teaser >< It's um, somehow, I'm not so hung up on this teaser...*blinks blinks* and I feel I will be super busy during August anyway, not enough time to spend extra day dreaming time on Infinite lol. Well, for me, more like thinking about Sungyeol. *kicks him* The polaroid was very childish, it feels very nostalgic. I remember that we all use to really like doing that pose when we were younger. When we're at the beach, we'd do that after we dig a hole and all. lol. I can just imagining him playing at the beach now >w< Ahhh!!!!!! >< If you do kidnap him, can you do me a favour? PLEASE? ;A; dress him up for me? and then send me a picture (or send him himself to me?)
LOL. Nah, at least not in the city and inner suburbs, the further you are from the city, the more likely a Kangaroo will pop up. In the city, the chance is like 0%. In the countryside though, you might see them ^^ Most likely, run over on the road though. And yeah, they're quite popular on the mountains too. Like most animals Kangaroos are scared of humans so yeah...unless they're use to it, they won't come up to you. I won't ever either. >< My mentality is real weak.
hahaha, a couple of days ago, I woke up, and the house was 10degrees. xD Where I am, towards the bottom of Australia, the lowest temperature should be quite close to 0 in the mornings/night. It's about 13/14degrees average in the day these days~~ Our weather is um...4 seasons, the highest it can get is around 45degrees, when a heat wave hits us anyway. It's alright nice. lol. Hard to get use to since our weather fluctuates a lot during the day.
THE TV DOESN'T SHOW ANYTHING, OKAY! I'm serious. When I saw him that day on the streets, I fall in love with him all over again. :\ I can't even explain why. Probably because I didn't expect him to be that beautiful and charming. ;A;
Lol, yeah, I get insane when it's Infinite, so feel free to ignore my moments of OTP7 that sometimes turn ugly out of the blue.
That Polaroid is PURE LEE SUNGYEOL material. I'd never expected him to do anything less. He just exceeds all my expectation sometimes... Urgh... I will dress him up, and put buns and ribbons in his pwetty hair, and pretty earrings, and then I'll leash Myungsoo on him. >:D *sadistic* I solemnly swear that I will do it. :D And I'll send pictures. I think sending a guy in a mailbox might be a little too heavy.
;A; Run over by the road...? Those poor things... ;A; Sometimes I hate people so much because they're insensitive when it comes to animals. They should teach compassion towards the weak in school or something. :\ People are really cruel.
Our highest is 47/48, so I guess your region isn't a lot different in temperatures...? Though you have winter, now, right? It's supposed to be opposite of us. I bet your face is really smooth because of the good weather. Like clean pores and stuff. People in our country do everything they can to keep clean pores, but it's impossible. Ugh, sorry for talking about something so girly and shallow, but it's like a dream. While I was in Korea, my face became completely clear and flaw free, then I came back here, and I became a monster again, LOL.
What about the Olympics? The TV will show that right? (I have to wake up at 5.30am to watch the Opening Ceremony)
How much more beautiful can Sungyeol get? He is already so beautiful...ah, I guess he can, with each comeback I do feel as though he grows more beautifully. OTL. I'm so obsessed.
haha, feel free to ramble on forever over Infinite with me~ ^^
uwaaaaaaaah~ (please go kidnap Sungyeol ♥) I really want photos! AND VIDEOS. OMGOSH. With English subtitles please~ *daydreaming* awwwww, I guess the onl way you can send a person is to buy them a plane ticket, but if we do that, they'll know where Sungyeol is...and the kidnapping would've failed *sob*
Yeah? You don't get those there? Where wildlife gets runover by cars, trucks, what not. It's sort of normal here...like, we have warning signs on roads where animals usually pop up from nowhere. Are you vegetarian?
O_O 47/48 sounsd so hot... Yeah...it's winter here, right now, it's averaging around 10-13degrees. And raining, it was raining a lot today even though it hasn't rained all that much the whole week. It was a lot colder and there was heavier rain late June and early July. Nah, we still get pimples and all, it's all about skin care xD I've never lived in another country during their summer...so I don't know what it's like there, but the air here is really dry, so my skin dries up so quick, I have to keep slapping on moisturiser OTL
I do write for myself. It takes my head off the fact that I have no friends in real life. The internet kind of made a good job of replacing all that. and a boyfriend. I mean, why would I settle for an ugly real one, when I have seven of them, and they keep confessing their love to me every time I see them (and sometimes loop their videos ;A; Especially you awkward Myungsoo and greasy Namstar!) and they are like... the most handsome people in the world! So yeah. (YAY I'M CREEPY!)
I'm just new to LJ. I've lurked here for a very long time just reading fics. And then I sat by the computer one evening bored and decided, 'Hey, I should contrebute!' and stories kind of happen. So I wrote, I have other finished fics, but I'm too shy to post them. :\ I mean, I never expected so many people to like them! English isn't my first language and I think most of the writing is done awkwardly, but people are so nice here. I just want to hug everybody! (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ
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Myungsoo...hmmm...I think it depends on my mood. I do catch myself telling Myungsoo (who's in my monitor) to take his hands off of Sungyeol a lot. But um, the next second, I'm fangirling over the MyungYeol? ^^;;
LOLOLOL WHAT AM I READING!? Well, from now on, I can be your friend! Adding you! (you better add me back! >______>) and well, I'm real, so pretend that I'm a friend irl. LOL. But yeah, I don't usually like writing for friends (real life or not) or for people who requests for fics...because it just isn't what I usually want. *cries*
And you're right, who needs a bf when you have the internet~♥ We sure don't! ^_^
HAHAHAHA. creepiness~~ we should add stalking to the list as well. (I think Hoya is the most handsome in Infinite ><)
!!!! You're new to LJ! I'm not really new to LJ, but I'm such a newbie anyway. ^^ hahaha, just wait, if you're not ready to share your stories, then don't, if it makes you feel better, I have more drafts than finished stories....and well, some of those drafts are "finished" but I don't feel like sharing them anyway...even though I usually share everything. Oh well. Who cares~ *rolls around* I really can't tell that English is not your first language! (Your English really feels local.) What's your first language? =]
*hugs back*
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Wow! I'll definitely add you back! :D You're awesome!
I think Hoya is a god! His body, and his face, and the way he smiles and laughs. To tell you the truth when I first saw him, I was sure he's not Korean. I was like; "Hey! A foreigner in the group, awesome."
His looks are just so... unique. You don't get to see his face structure in kpop a lot, I guess.
But to tell you the honest truth, I can't get myself to say only one of them is the most handsome, I think they all have their unique charms. For a long period Dongwoo was like the perfection for me... then it became Sunggyu... and currently it's Woohyun. I JUST LOVE ALL OF THEM.
But Yeollie is a tiny, bitsy bit more precious. Because he's my baby.♥
I feel like my stories should get a long reviewing\analyzing\re-editing before they get posted. This story was re-edited three times XD Share everything sounds awesome, you probably have a twitter too (lol, I'm 21 years old, so I get to flaunt that I'm old-fashioned because I don't have a twitter.)
OMG, thank you so much for saying my english is okay. :| I seriously lay awake at night thinking if people think my grammer is right... I always hesitate before I post. I feel like people will laugh at me for writing like some weirdo XD
I am a weirdo, though, so... XD
My first language is russian\hebrew, but when I think in my head, it's in english, since I write ever since I'm... 12, I think. XD
Are you a native english speaker? :)
*A lot of hugs back!!!*
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I think you're awesome too! =D
LOL. I love the way Hoya laughs. It's so....cheerful. (obviosuly). Ah, when I first saw Hoya, I thought he is the most handsome in the group. I still think that to be honest. I also think that they all have their own charms, but if we're just talking about face, then I can pick and say that I do think that Hoya has the most handsome face. hahaha.
I guess Hoya does have an exotic feel to him. I get that vibe from Dongwoo too.
LOL. I SEE. xD Unfortunately, I love some of them more than others. OTL can't help it. ^^"
(So has Sungyeollie always been your bias?)
Ah, if my fics are around or under 5,000 words, then I only read through it once to correct mistakes, but obviously I can't correct all the mistakes by just reading it once, but I honestly don't care? hahaha. If I do reread my stories later, in the future, then I just correct it as I go...but those corrections don't end up being shared. OTL.
If my stories are leaning towards being around 10,000 words, I reread them a lot more, constantly as I rewrite bits here and there to make it flow well. We're quite alike there yeah? I have a habit of writing the end first...so yeah, I always rewrite parts. ^^
omgosh! are you born in 1991!? I'm born late 1991, so I'll be 21 later on in the year!!!! *O*
(haha, I have a twitter that's pretty much never used.)
No, really, your English is really good. I swear, if you had not told me that it's not your first language, I'd automatically think it's your first language. You must've studied so well for English. ^^
*hugs* I'm a weirdo too.
oh wow~ thinking in English in your head. cool.
My first language is English and Chinese (Cantonese). I guess Chinese is more like my mothertongue, it's the language I use to speak at home with my family. And English, with most of the rest of society. LOL.
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Seriously though, Myungyeol do so much fanservice it's not even funny.
Forgive me if I think that Sungyeol looks a little too comfortable doing this and Myungsoo looks a little too happy being jumped upon
Sungyeol jumped into my eyes from the moment I first saw their pictures.
I was like; "Something is weird with his smile," and "He probably had braces when he was young," and I don't know why, I kept looking for him... then I watched sesame player and from then on, he completely enchanted me. :D He's just so lovable! His gestures, and his smile, and his naughty eyes when he's scheming something... How can you not love him?
Sometimes I read about people who think he's the most useless in the group, and without him it would've been better. I would never understand that. I honestly think that without him Infinite would've looked completely different.
How about you? Was Sungyeol your bias from the start?
:D It's so awesome we were born in 1991 together!!! And we do share a lot in common in writing tendencies, haha XD But I always start to write something and then leave it. I have over 50 unfinished stories.
I have a high-school Myungyeol which has over 50,000 words and it's finished, and all I do is to revise it and add\delete scenes because something just feels lacking. :\
You speak Chinese? That is wicked! I also wanted to learn it once I get the hang of korean (lol)
I hope you won't mind if I ask where you are from? If you don't want to answer, that's okay. ^^
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Ah~ I got into Infinite when they were promoting Be Mine (because I really liked BTD, unforutnately, I discovered BTD after promotions ended =____=)...and then I started watching them on Sesame Player since MBLAQ was HILARIOUS on it~♥ And I started learning their names through that. ^^
LOL. Your first thoughts of Sungyeol is priceless!♥
For me...I kind of only like a person only after watching them on variety...when I was watching them perform on music shows, I honestly was not attracted to any of them. (it's because what personality can you see from that?) So yeah, I started liking Sungyeol from Sesame Player. He just grew on me. Everything about him is so loveable. I, he's killing all my feels. TT_TT
I think Infinite would be a lot quieter without Sungyeol around (who am I kidding? They can just appoint someone else to make all the cheeky remarks, have someone else flash that beautiful smile...forget it, it won't be the same =^=), I honestly don't find him as useless, he just...really lacks confidence from my point of view. And well, I don't blame him, it wasn't his goal from the start to be a singer. I would feel a huge inferiority complex.
Yes!!!!~♥ *hugs*
50 unfinished stories? wow...and I thought I had a lot...but definitely not 50. haha ^^"
LOOOOOOOOOOL. keep editing it! ^_____^ You'll know when it feels complete!~ Long stories do need to be thought over carefully and well revised to satisfy the writer. I think that's really true.
hahahaha, I don't know if I ever want to learn Korean...I probably do. lol.
I'm from Australia, parents are from Vietnam though. You?
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Ugh, even if you just say that it's a position they use all the time, I can't help but imagine them using it in the dorms... Gets me all red and bothered, those two, Sometimes I can't even explain what they're doing to me.
Nobody can make cheeky remarks like Sungyeol (well, Hoya can. But his tongue is too sharp... he's brutally honest!)
I understand why you'd like BTD. I just wished that they would replace it with Be Mine, because in BTD they all have such a strong appearance, and they look awesome and everything is just so perfect (first time I saw BTD, I was giggling because Woohyun has a huge lower lip and that's all I ever noticed the whole MV) but after I saw the practice version, I practicably cried at how perfect they are.
I share your feels when it comes to Sungyeol. ;A; I can so relate.
Wah! :D Australia! I always wanted to fly there! Wow! It's the best continent in the world! :D
Originally I'm from Russia, but right now I live in Israel. :)
You are seriously, the nicest person in the world! ~♥♥♥♥
After reading what you wrote, you inspired me to finally get this fic posted! So I'm going to give you special thanks for this!!! ;A;
Thank you!!!
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The dance for BTD was just ♥ The MV didn't do it for me lol. I only appreciated the MV after I started to like Infinite (I will go check out Woohyun's lip soon xDDDD)
The practice version hit my heart hard too ;A;
T^T I know~~ precious Sungyeol, look what you do to all your fans.
Honestly, I don't even know what to do with these feelings I have. Sometimes, I just want to be able to throw them out of my window. *sigh*
Ah really? I didn't know we were so great. We're so isolated here =_= I'm comfortable with the isolation really xD
oooooh~ Was it hard, moving to a different country?
I'm not! I'm only nice on the internet xDDDD
EH!? OAO Have you posted it, I'll go check soon ^^ *hugs you*
I'm not too sure what I did, but okay! You're welcome! Anything for a friend! (Nearly anything xD)
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there's something wrong with the way I think! ;A;
It's their fault *point at infinite* they corrupted my soul and being!
You didn't like the MV? Where Woohyun and Myungsoo were fighting for Yeollie's heart.
Back then yeollie still had his baby-fat cheeks. He was such a baby!
(Go check it, it's halirous! Nowadays he makes sure not to get filmed in these angles because of that... ;D)
The practice version. oh, god. Sungyeol in purple with all his glorious, long, long legs!!!
You know what you do with all the feelings? Write. It's the only escape. Because there was so much Myungyeol feels, I have written in about a month of so a story of 50,000 words. Which is basically, the biggest story I had ever written. EVER and why? Because every time I open my tumblr, they're jumping on each other, kissing each other and then claiming that the other's lips are soft and making me have an heart attack!
Sometimes I just curse at my computer, because he shows me pictures of Sungyeol when he's smiling and it stings my eyes all this perfection, you know...? *cries and goes to the corner*
It's awesome to be isolated... I wish our country was isolated. :( Besides, you have kanguros. What else do you need?
It wasn't hard for me, because I was a child, but my parents had a tough time... but we're here for 15 years now, so they accustomed. Something you don't get accustomed to, though, is the heat and humidity. There's like two months of winter. Rest of the year it's hot. We're dying here... ;A;
:D Anybody who's nice on the internet is nice in his heart as well!!! Thank you again!!!
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lol~ Are you going to get back at Infinite for corrupting your soul?
Oh...is that what they were doing? ._. I don't know, I just didn't fancy looking at Woohyun and Myungsoo doing whatever they were doing...it was too...member lacking? I guess because it's was my first Infinite MV, I just wanted to see more of them and not just 2 members.
But yes, Sungyeol is stunning (as always) there, his cheeks really are so poke-able~♥
(I rewatched it, and man, I don't think I'll ever be able to watch BTD's MV without staring at Woohyun's lips all the time xD)
His long legs omgosh. *pushes away naughty thoughts*
Ah, I am trying to write more...it's just, so many fandoms I want to write for, I usually just end up with drafts and more drafts T^T
I'm tracking the MyungYeol tag on tumblr...and just...I just feel like blocking every single person who's rambling on about the OTP fanwar. I'd rather not read any of that...or have it wedged inbetween my MyungYeol goodness =^=
But yes! All the fanservice is ripping me apart. I'm conflicted! *cries* My first response is usually - "Myungsoo, get your hands off Sungyeol!" and then it's "I wish the skinship was longer...my MyungYeol feels!" ...OTL I'm so fail~~~~
urgh, Sungyeol's smiling face is the worst thing ever, I swear, how can someone be like that! I can't spend the rest of my life staring in awe at his pictures and giggling at his smiles and waving at my monitor and just, his smile ruined my life, I've become this obsessed freak who stalks him through tumblr. And his eyes! I hate his eyes too!!! omgosh, so pretty TT^TT and when they're a little teary, they sparkle even more and just makes me want to take him home and treat him like a newborn puppy and just. my feels. I should write. ;A; *joins you crying in the corner*
...you know that our supermarkets sell Kangaroo meat? *sigh* To be honest, I was shocked when they finally said "okay" to selling Kangaroo meat. I know that the Aboriginals ate Kangaroo meat...but Kangaroo has become such an Australian icon over the years, it's even on some of our emblems and what not, I just find eating them so disrespectful and just weird. I don't even know. But yeah...we need water please~~~ drinking water. =^=
ah...I can imagine, culture and communication would be different too...but it's been 15 years, still not use to the weather? (I hate hot weather too) Is it really that bad?
pffffft~~~ Well then, I'm the exception. xD
(and so I've realised I rambled quite a bit OTL)
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I worked as a waitress for like half a year in order to go there. It was the most epic two months of my life. ;A;
I even met Infinite and other people! well, not met-met, I just saw Dongwoo and Sungyeol and Sungjong strolling down the street, doing shopping... they didn't really have a crowd of fangirls flocking them, but we felt kind of bad for barging in on them, so we just followed them around from a distance until the managers came to take them. We also saw TOP from BIGBANG and that actress from Secret Garden.
:) Best time of my life.
The people who just continue to do this stupid fanwar are little 13 years old, because once you grow older, it just seems so immature... I mean, why can't it be OTP7. Look at them, they are definitely doing each other at the dorms behind our backs *coughcough*
OMG, WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME *watches infinite win on Mcountdown to see his tear eyes so I could flail around the room like crazy* He's just so perfect okay?! HE'S PERFECT! Like, I didn't know perfect people existed, but everything about him just screams; "FLAWFREE HUMAN BEING"
About the kangaroo meat... I've never heard of it. I didn't even know it's eatiable, to tell you the truth. But they're so cute... it's like eating panda bears and kittens... what is wrong with the people in this world? :|
We also need drinking water here, actually. ;A; A lot of it.
You can never get used to the weather here. It's 34 degrees, and the humidity stands on 80 precent. It's basically like showering in hot water all day. Once you're out of the safety of your house, you're starting to sweat like a pig.
Some of us (as in, me) actually take deodarant... but other people... If you get on the bus you need to take a gas mask with you. S:
Yeah, I could never get used to it. My nose is highly sensitive, and my skin as well, and you can call me spoiled, but I just like cold weather better...
You didn't ramble at all! :D I'm happy every time you send me a reply!
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My daughter is so pretty. oh gosh, I was telling my sister this, it might sound a bit creepy, but I want to tell you too OTL, the place they shot their Japanese She's Back PV is a country side right? ;A; cattle, green grass, random trees scattered here and there...and just, that countryside image really made me want to put Yeollie in a flowy knee length white dress, with a straw hat on his head. That image, I can't get rid of it.
Anyway, enough of my creepiness.
You really do sound a little Korea-crazed. xDDDDD You make it sound as though the celebrities just walk down randomly along the streets. Ahhh~ I would love to see Infinite in real life. I'm so jealous of you right now. Like, REALLY jealous. QAQ it must've been such an exhilarating experience. Is Sungyeollie even more beautiful in real life! I bet he is! =^=
(because I don't ship OT7 romantically?)
Fanwars are just a waste of time...there was a period of time where I would read fanwars and laugh at the stupid comments...but event hat's gotten boring, the comments are always the same. *sigh*
I do feel sorry for the people who try to rub logic into the kids, but they just don't get it =_=
YES. YES. I knew you'd know what I'm going on about!!!!
If only we spoke the same language, he'd be even more perfect, and if only he really were my daughter, and if only I really could put him in my pocket and play dress up with him all the time and if only...he's perfect. Sungyeol is perfect. *sobs* he's so perfect my heart aches so much. And I fangirl too much. And my sister keeps telling me to stop gushing over him and talking to him as though he can hear me. *sigh* Who needs a life when such a perfect Sungyeol is right there! T^T
I want to go stare at his teary eyes now. OTL
Yeah....=_____= I know right? I would never eat Kangaroo meat...it's too symbolic to me ^^" I guess it's because we have a lot of Kangaroos hopping around, so people just thought, 'why not?' and then start producing them for eating purposes.
*sigh* Water...always in need.
WOW. That is really humid! How do you survive there? O_O I would cringe and writhe and then lie flat on the ground and die (whilst staring at flawless Sungyeol through my monitor)
I guess you guys must always feel like you need to take a shower.
What's the lowest temperature over there? (I like cold weather more too)
Eeek! I don't think I'd like taking public transport there ! OAO
Me too~ ♥ ^^
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Celebrities walk down the street randomly there, only very much disguised. If it's unplanned and unscheduled, not many fans follow them around, and they just look like normal people down the street.
Sungyeol is... so charismatic. When I saw him, and how he was treating fans, it just made me understand completely why they choose him out of like another million trainees.
He was smiling, and giving them high-fives, and took a few photos with them. And his manner and gestures are... well, I can't really explain it, he's just so different in real life. More lively(?) I guess? In TV, they just stick the 'choding' role on him, and that's how he acts, and that's all they show, but in real life, he looks mature and handsome.
:D It doesn't have to be romance, actually. I just love the seven of them together. They make such a vivid, strong group with all kinds of personalities, and it's refreshing. I dunno.
Fanwars just rile me up, but I don't get into them because I learned from expriance that it's stupid to matt in. There is no logic in fanwars. Some people just like to argue. :D Besides, Myungsoo's an asshole who cheats on Sungyeol with Sungjong and vice-versa, so it's all good. We love our couples in a love triangle.
(LOVE TRIANGLE? In my sick mind it goes like this; Dongwoo liked Sunggyu for a long time, but he also likes Woohyun in a not very friendly way, and Woohyun is head over heels in love with Sunggyu, and Hoya is suffering from unrequried love to Dongwoo, and Sungjong loves his Hyung-Hoya, So Myungsoo is in a relationship with Sungjong because he thinks it might make his best friend Sungyeol look at him differently, but he only has eyes for Woohyun and doesn't understand why he's attracted to his bestfriend when the other already has a boyfriend!!!!!!!) ;A;
I'VE SEEN THE NEW TEASER AND I'M STILL CRYING IN THE CORNER, TRYING TO REMEMBER HOW TO BREATH, OKAY!
I just feel so unworthy of all this Myungyeol and infinite feelings. I mean, WHY, WHY?! ;A; Sungyeol smiling on the beach, and that Polaroid - how am I supposed to live for an entire month now?!
Woollim is a cruel agency.
You're not creepy, I feel you so, SO BAD, okay?! ;A; Someday I'll snap and kidnap him.
They really hop in the streets, just like that? :D People can pet them and stuff? sorry for being so curious, I just find it fascinating!
And a bit disgusting for people to actually eat them... I guess you need to have another mentality to eat them, because I sure as hell won't.
We survive with fans and air conditining. It's the only thing we have...
Lowest temperature? it was 12 degrees this year. Coldest yet!!! What about you? You probably have nice weather all year round!
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waaaaaah, Sungyeol looking handsome? I want to see this ;A; I mean, he just looks utterly cute and beautiful all the time to me ^^"
I think he's already pretty lively on TV. ^^ Like a ball of sunshine who just wants to roll around and have fun.
Hm~ I guess when you say it like that, I enjoy watching the 7 of them fool around and all. (but my OTP feels won't let me enjoy that for long LOL.)
wow, your Infinite love chart is really amazing. It's complicated LOL.
Ah~ the teaser >< It's um, somehow, I'm not so hung up on this teaser...*blinks blinks* and I feel I will be super busy during August anyway, not enough time to spend extra day dreaming time on Infinite lol. Well, for me, more like thinking about Sungyeol. *kicks him* The polaroid was very childish, it feels very nostalgic. I remember that we all use to really like doing that pose when we were younger. When we're at the beach, we'd do that after we dig a hole and all. lol. I can just imagining him playing at the beach now >w<
Ahhh!!!!!! >< If you do kidnap him, can you do me a favour? PLEASE? ;A; dress him up for me? and then send me a picture (or send him himself to me?)
LOL. Nah, at least not in the city and inner suburbs, the further you are from the city, the more likely a Kangaroo will pop up. In the city, the chance is like 0%. In the countryside though, you might see them ^^ Most likely, run over on the road though. And yeah, they're quite popular on the mountains too. Like most animals Kangaroos are scared of humans so yeah...unless they're use to it, they won't come up to you.
I won't ever either. >< My mentality is real weak.
hahaha, a couple of days ago, I woke up, and the house was 10degrees. xD Where I am, towards the bottom of Australia, the lowest temperature should be quite close to 0 in the mornings/night. It's about 13/14degrees average in the day these days~~
Our weather is um...4 seasons, the highest it can get is around 45degrees, when a heat wave hits us anyway. It's alright nice. lol. Hard to get use to since our weather fluctuates a lot during the day.
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I'm serious. When I saw him that day on the streets, I fall in love with him all over again. :\ I can't even explain why. Probably because I didn't expect him to be that beautiful and charming. ;A;
Lol, yeah, I get insane when it's Infinite, so feel free to ignore my moments of OTP7 that sometimes turn ugly out of the blue.
That Polaroid is PURE LEE SUNGYEOL material. I'd never expected him to do anything less. He just exceeds all my expectation sometimes... Urgh...
I will dress him up, and put buns and ribbons in his pwetty hair, and pretty earrings, and then I'll leash Myungsoo on him. >:D *sadistic* I solemnly swear that I will do it. :D And I'll send pictures.
I think sending a guy in a mailbox might be a little too heavy.
;A; Run over by the road...? Those poor things... ;A;
Sometimes I hate people so much because they're insensitive when it comes to animals. They should teach compassion towards the weak in school or something. :\ People are really cruel.
Our highest is 47/48, so I guess your region isn't a lot different in temperatures...? Though you have winter, now, right? It's supposed to be opposite of us.
I bet your face is really smooth because of the good weather. Like clean pores and stuff.
People in our country do everything they can to keep clean pores, but it's impossible.
Ugh, sorry for talking about something so girly and shallow, but it's like a dream. While I was in Korea, my face became completely clear and flaw free, then I came back here, and I became a monster again, LOL.
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How much more beautiful can Sungyeol get? He is already so beautiful...ah, I guess he can, with each comeback I do feel as though he grows more beautifully. OTL. I'm so obsessed.
haha, feel free to ramble on forever over Infinite with me~ ^^
uwaaaaaaaah~ (please go kidnap Sungyeol ♥) I really want photos! AND VIDEOS. OMGOSH. With English subtitles please~ *daydreaming*
awwwww, I guess the onl way you can send a person is to buy them a plane ticket, but if we do that, they'll know where Sungyeol is...and the kidnapping would've failed *sob*
Yeah? You don't get those there? Where wildlife gets runover by cars, trucks, what not. It's sort of normal here...like, we have warning signs on roads where animals usually pop up from nowhere.
Are you vegetarian?
O_O 47/48 sounsd so hot...
Yeah...it's winter here, right now, it's averaging around 10-13degrees. And raining, it was raining a lot today even though it hasn't rained all that much the whole week. It was a lot colder and there was heavier rain late June and early July.
Nah, we still get pimples and all, it's all about skin care xD I've never lived in another country during their summer...so I don't know what it's like there, but the air here is really dry, so my skin dries up so quick, I have to keep slapping on moisturiser OTL
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