Aug 26, 2004 00:32
I hate the night time.
I get really bored and really depressed because i have nothing to do but think.
And all my thoughts just depress me.
So i go online and i talk to people who are also bored.
Which just depresses me more.
And so i think some more.
And get depressed.
And i know when i go to bed i'm not gonna be able to sleep.
So i just try to go to sleep.
And end up thinking.
Depressing myself some more.
If it gets really bad i'll get out of bed and make myself some tea and just sit there.
But then again.
Night is my favorite time of the day if i'm with people.
I can't be left to myself too long.