Thank you 2013, Welcome 2014
Last day of 2013!
Let's do some recollection? Or maybe highlight of the year Ah...i feel that my memory is getting bad. or has the time passed too fast?
Something that you thought happened not long ago, yet it's actually last year. something that you thought it happened last year, but it actually happened this year.
My timeline is all messed up. I think it's because im trapped somewhere.
Most blessed thing:
I won a pair of Luna Sea concert tickets when i feel kind of broke to spend on concert! Got picked by Inoran to gave his pick to! OMG!
Even now as i recall, it's hard to believe that I shook the hand of that guitarist from the legendary band, that pioneer of Jrock, He handed his pick personally to me.
And yes his pick is not for sale. Precious x 100k. I remember making this prayer "If i got chosen, i will practise my guitar hard, In the name of Jesus, Amen"
hahaha, but i have not been doing so, I guess I will continue this promise next year/tomorrow. Ah. so bad.
It is also that moment, i felt really blessed to know that I know who am I praying to. I know He is real and there for me, to hear me,
Whether or not the prayer will come to pass, it's ok.
Ah I'm such a nag. ok move on....
JAPAN TRIP...
GACKT'S CONCERT!
These are the greatest. Dream come true moment.
Learning Japanese language again! Oh this language is my love.
Officially in the lighting ministry... From the moment when i kept pestering them to give me a slot to serve, till now i complain that why am i serving almost for every slot.
hahahha. Yet im grateful that im able to be an assert in this house.
Growing the fear to faith. As i instagram-ed about my journey, it was such a roller coaster.
Starting when im still in on-the-job training, everything was so fun, i just need to observe, and feel the fun about everything. I was so in love with lighting. I want to be married to it.
Until the time when i really need to run the service, i made the worst mistake, and got lecture. every service I run was filled with pressure. Not good enough, the useless feeling came.
Then till a point when u doubt about your worthiness in this place, that doubt of is this my called ministry and planning to just quit it. And God came in, giving you a revelation of how serving Him is like.
It's not about being prideful, and yes, i did a good show, or oh shucks, i ruin the show. But it's doing things unto Him, that humble self. Through God's grace. Good or bad, it's God's. It's about God using me. Ah, i wonder if im even right. lol. And it's about God didn't need you to be good just like that, He moulded you to become good. Character development they say.
I'm glad that my love for lighting is back~ :D Stronger and more spiritually i guess.
I guess this pretty sum up my 2013? Started doing many things, so i shall continue to master them in 2014.
of course that irritant in my life moved on for good, without her sticking with me wherever i go, being a copycat. i can do everything i want.
And of course, all the wonderful people with me through all these
Thank God for all of you!!!~
Let's do some recollection? Or maybe highlight of the year Ah...i feel that my memory is getting bad. or has the time passed too fast?
Something that you thought happened not long ago, yet it's actually last year. something that you thought it happened last year, but it actually happened this year.
My timeline is all messed up. I think it's because im trapped somewhere.
Most blessed thing:
I won a pair of Luna Sea concert tickets when i feel kind of broke to spend on concert! Got picked by Inoran to gave his pick to! OMG!
Even now as i recall, it's hard to believe that I shook the hand of that guitarist from the legendary band, that pioneer of Jrock, He handed his pick personally to me.
And yes his pick is not for sale. Precious x 100k. I remember making this prayer "If i got chosen, i will practise my guitar hard, In the name of Jesus, Amen"
hahaha, but i have not been doing so, I guess I will continue this promise next year/tomorrow. Ah. so bad.
It is also that moment, i felt really blessed to know that I know who am I praying to. I know He is real and there for me, to hear me,
Whether or not the prayer will come to pass, it's ok.
Ah I'm such a nag. ok move on....
JAPAN TRIP...
GACKT'S CONCERT!
These are the greatest. Dream come true moment.
Learning Japanese language again! Oh this language is my love.
Officially in the lighting ministry... From the moment when i kept pestering them to give me a slot to serve, till now i complain that why am i serving almost for every slot.
hahahha. Yet im grateful that im able to be an assert in this house.
Growing the fear to faith. As i instagram-ed about my journey, it was such a roller coaster.
Starting when im still in on-the-job training, everything was so fun, i just need to observe, and feel the fun about everything. I was so in love with lighting. I want to be married to it.
Until the time when i really need to run the service, i made the worst mistake, and got lecture. every service I run was filled with pressure. Not good enough, the useless feeling came.
Then till a point when u doubt about your worthiness in this place, that doubt of is this my called ministry and planning to just quit it. And God came in, giving you a revelation of how serving Him is like.
It's not about being prideful, and yes, i did a good show, or oh shucks, i ruin the show. But it's doing things unto Him, that humble self. Through God's grace. Good or bad, it's God's. It's about God using me. Ah, i wonder if im even right. lol. And it's about God didn't need you to be good just like that, He moulded you to become good. Character development they say.
I'm glad that my love for lighting is back~ :D Stronger and more spiritually i guess.
I guess this pretty sum up my 2013? Started doing many things, so i shall continue to master them in 2014.
of course that irritant in my life moved on for good, without her sticking with me wherever i go, being a copycat. i can do everything i want.
And of course, all the wonderful people with me through all these
Thank God for all of you!!!~