living so free is a tragedy when you cant be what you want to be
wow i havent used lj in a long time. ive been preoccupied with xanga and my nonexistent life. yah..life--sucks. ::sigh:: its kind of nice though. when lived in ffx/tilly i never had any time to myself but out here in boonesville i actually have time to take walks and such. my rents want me out of the house so badly. took out all my piercings and watever. at least im doing well in school. sort of. better than when i was at tilly. i think im hanging out with pleeko, pvu and jessi next tuesday. i miss everyone so much but friends don't last forever, right? forgive me for being such a realist. truth hurts. gah. i love how i can pull off being an overly happy obnoxious kid. lol. anywho... ::sigh:: yah. the only thing im looking foward to now is taste of chaos in february. christmas is dumb. life is dumb. we're dying as soon as we're born. might as well skip the painful process and get to the end. ::siiiiiigh:: i need to like someone. keep myself occupied. take my mind off crazy thoughts. i need a crush. but the last i would worry about is a guy. lalala. not a serious relationship, someone that can pretend they have feelings for me and i can do the same. yah enough of my 'non-sensical' rambling.
being so free is a tragedy when you cant see what you need to see
being so free is a tragedy when you cant see what you need to see