why must life be so difficult...........

Aug 28, 2008 19:51

Arrggg I hate it when things become so complicated I have no clue what to do, and my head starts to hurt!

As most of you know I got a job last week and I am meant to start on Monday, well ages ago another Pharmacy had contacted me, and though they didn't have a job they were interested in taking a pre-reg on (this is the year you do after your degree where you become a fully qualified pharmacist! So its very very important!).

Anyway he rang yesterday and well he has a job opening, which of course I had to say well I now have a job.......we got to talking and the pre-reg came up, and well cause he is only a small company (2 shops) he really can't justify taking on someone new and having a pre-reg next year, cause he doesn't think that there is enough work for that (does that make sense!)

So really I don't know what to do, I really need a pre-reg, but I don't like to suddenly say I can't work for the other Pharmacy.
But the job I take is an hours drive there, and an hour back every day........so in other words the commute is a bitch.  Where as the guy that rang today his shop is closer and easier to get too!

Plus I think my chances of getting another pre-reg are slim, because all the applications have been done etc
and to top it off one parent says I should go for this guy if he offers me a good pre-reg and job hours, and the other says I should stick at Boots, cause this other guy is only really looking after himself!

Aarrrggg I am so confused! I mean I hate the idea of letting Boots down, but I really need a pre-reg and its one of the things I stress most about...........I know he is only looking after his business, but well all businesses do that..........shit why must life be so complicated and annoying, just when I think its getting sorted shit like this happens!

You know what I am fed up of doing nothing but whiney posts! I apologise to my f-list!  Nothing good happens in my life..................plus the fact its that time of the month I really don't think is helping my close to melt down mental state!

whine, home, the usual crap!, rant

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