As it's all coming to end, I begin to think back on the beginning...
It seems that the closer I get to graduating, the more i tend to look back on how things were before I even started college. I look at pictures of the friends that I used to see every weekend or I go searching for the people that made a little dent in my life that I can only seem to temporarily push back into place by seeing what they're up to. As I see what everyone is up to, I'm sort of sad and happy all at the same time that things are going so well for them, even though I'm not around to see it or share it with them.
it's also hard to see how different we've all become and how we've in such different places than we used to be. I mean while it's easy for me to see and remember why I loved the people I did back then and all the reasons that they made me smile, I can't help but think that I'm not that same person anymore.
Looking back I remember how easy it was to have a good time and how we could have been doing nothing or something completely ridiculous but we always went home not really wanting to with smiles on our faces. Nowadays I can't wait to get home, but at the same time I don't want to be there anymore. I guess these are the times when home isn't home anymore.
Hopefully by this time next year home will be somewhere else.
I miss you!!
I even miss you, you whore!
And if you are not pictured and you miss me, I probably miss you most of all..
it's also hard to see how different we've all become and how we've in such different places than we used to be. I mean while it's easy for me to see and remember why I loved the people I did back then and all the reasons that they made me smile, I can't help but think that I'm not that same person anymore.
Looking back I remember how easy it was to have a good time and how we could have been doing nothing or something completely ridiculous but we always went home not really wanting to with smiles on our faces. Nowadays I can't wait to get home, but at the same time I don't want to be there anymore. I guess these are the times when home isn't home anymore.
Hopefully by this time next year home will be somewhere else.
I miss you!!
I even miss you, you whore!
And if you are not pictured and you miss me, I probably miss you most of all..