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the phone call I made was in indication
that I am comletely over you with my
whole entire being
I am so very glad.
Last night Amber and I made a revelation amidst the dancing in my room and watching Singing in the Rain. We recalled a dream I had had about Sean, St. John's and someone new in my life. Even though yesterday wasn't exactly like my dream: the basic gist is the same=getting over the past and starting something new. getting rid of all the things that have been poisoning my heart and emotional well being.
I met Jeremy yesterday. Even though I have met people off the internet before-this was definitely the most pleasant experiance. Perhaps, it is because we actually have real things to talk about. Or that I haven't been talking to him for that long-so I didn't think of him as the person I had known for some time over the computer screen. I didn't have any preconcieved notions other than the fact he is really nice, attractive and has a killer laugh. whatever the reason, I am glad everything was okay. I didn't get nervous to the point of not talking. I didn't think twice about it. He called, I went. the end. I was bashful. He was too. Amber met us there a little bit later. I love that she can read me and I don't have to say anything. She told me exactly what I was feeling during the experiance when I got to my house and she was right. I love that sisterly vibe. She said he was giving me the same look I was giving him. hehehe. He may have snatched the pen-I still have the rubber band. I hope he has lot's of meetings in Baton Rouge-since my dad said that I shouldn't drive my car to MS. That it might not do so well. and I can't kill it. We'll see what happens....
School tommorow. I have to get used to this. I am not used to going to school. That break for Christmas really threw me off. I'm thinkin about doing some photo work for publications. Tarver said I could still work. I could use the money. As long as I don't have to do any more performance work. I can't hold the camera still enough to take those kinds of shots in the dark.
Travis-I hope you read this-I would really like to go over soon. And establish a permanent lesson spot. That would be lovely. I am going to keep calling you. I hope life is slowing down. I miss you.
I'm in one of those chatty moods when I could type and type and type. sigh. Maybe I will type up a poem/song or two today. That would be nice. I'm thinking of turning yesterday's rantings into a song. And when it is all nice and done-I will find some way to contact him so he can know who inspiring he has been. hahahah.
that I am comletely over you with my
whole entire being
I am so very glad.
Last night Amber and I made a revelation amidst the dancing in my room and watching Singing in the Rain. We recalled a dream I had had about Sean, St. John's and someone new in my life. Even though yesterday wasn't exactly like my dream: the basic gist is the same=getting over the past and starting something new. getting rid of all the things that have been poisoning my heart and emotional well being.
I met Jeremy yesterday. Even though I have met people off the internet before-this was definitely the most pleasant experiance. Perhaps, it is because we actually have real things to talk about. Or that I haven't been talking to him for that long-so I didn't think of him as the person I had known for some time over the computer screen. I didn't have any preconcieved notions other than the fact he is really nice, attractive and has a killer laugh. whatever the reason, I am glad everything was okay. I didn't get nervous to the point of not talking. I didn't think twice about it. He called, I went. the end. I was bashful. He was too. Amber met us there a little bit later. I love that she can read me and I don't have to say anything. She told me exactly what I was feeling during the experiance when I got to my house and she was right. I love that sisterly vibe. She said he was giving me the same look I was giving him. hehehe. He may have snatched the pen-I still have the rubber band. I hope he has lot's of meetings in Baton Rouge-since my dad said that I shouldn't drive my car to MS. That it might not do so well. and I can't kill it. We'll see what happens....
School tommorow. I have to get used to this. I am not used to going to school. That break for Christmas really threw me off. I'm thinkin about doing some photo work for publications. Tarver said I could still work. I could use the money. As long as I don't have to do any more performance work. I can't hold the camera still enough to take those kinds of shots in the dark.
Travis-I hope you read this-I would really like to go over soon. And establish a permanent lesson spot. That would be lovely. I am going to keep calling you. I hope life is slowing down. I miss you.
I'm in one of those chatty moods when I could type and type and type. sigh. Maybe I will type up a poem/song or two today. That would be nice. I'm thinking of turning yesterday's rantings into a song. And when it is all nice and done-I will find some way to contact him so he can know who inspiring he has been. hahahah.