Jan 16, 2005 21:40
The past few days have been insane. Well the whole past week has. And I don't even remember all of it. Each day is a blur with high lights. All I know is school starts this week. I am excited. Very excited. Even if I am still the same undecided person I was last semester. At least I know who and what I love. That is what keeps me grounded. I am not looking forward to waking up so early on Wednesday. I have no sleep pattern. First it was pain killers, then now sleep, then some sleep, sinus's and now methylphenidate (Concerta). I am hoping I can sleep tonight. At least my head isn't racing all the time. And my heart isn't. or at least I don't notice. However, the side-effects aren't so grand. I'll deal. And I"ll get used to be calmer.
I hope next Saturday works out.