home
I am home for good. Home for the holidays. Home with my own bed and all of my best friends. Home with all my guitars etc. It feels good to be home. I slept so well I didn't get out of bed til around 12:30 and I didn't feel like moving then. Despite my lack of wanting to get up and unpack-today has been most excellent. I went to Travis's today and learned Plain White T's Fireworks. I'll have to teach that to Amber. We'll probably be able to transcribe the notes to piano. That would be awesome. I love Travis's house. It felt so good to be there, see him and play guitar. I miss all the jokes, hugs and knowing that someone else knows I can do anything I set my mind to. There are only a few people like that who make me feel "invinsible". Not invinsible-like oh I can't die I'm going to live forever-invinsible like I know I can handle anything that comes my way and that I am tough. I like knowing I have people who believe in my when I'm having a not so good day. The past week or two I've been pretty happy. I haven't been having any major issues. I've been dancing, singing-being uninhibited lately. and why shouldn't I be. who is to stop me. my mom told me I should look into radio. that they are going to need fresh voices and that I would be around music. It isn't something I have completly shut out of my mind. However, I know how I think about some of those dj's...That woudl be awesome to make my own radio station not owned my Clear Channel and play all kinds of music. that would be cool. I'm sure whatever I do with my life it will be based on music and I will have several projects going on at the same time. I'm really glad my parents let me chose and didn't force me into anything as a child. I know I have so much music in me. And so many things left to learn..or that I want to learn. I'm only 19 and I have so many ideas in my head. The only downfall right now is that I don't always have time to do the things I would like to or the finances. money. bah. money can be such an issue sometimes. I still don't have a car yet because housing is being well-disorganzed and money hungry. sigh. I'm sure everything will work out. I'm watching the a white house special-they are showing all the Christmas trees etc. It is so beautiful. All the lights and different color trees. tax dollars at work for the holidays. well, that is all for today. I still have things to unpack and now I am going to be glued to the TV. what fun. I'm sure I'll get loads of work tonight....hahah...