so long i thought i was asilum bout but seeing you makes me think twice...
wow what a long time it has been since an update!
last weekend i went to a cheerleading compatition. hmmm... well we got 3rd and... we go to go shopping in macon mall afterward! how great :) but i did feel kinda weird to be on a budget. i got sales eekk! ae sweater $10 yeah 10 regular 35! i think it still is 35 in peachtree... then i got 2 pair of dangaly earings :). then i got fuzzy warm..clogs..i guess you could say from ae and last i got a shirt from Hollister...i am soooo in love with that store omgoodness we need one! on to more important things tonight our family is going to play monopoly (yes we planned ahead, pshhh) after chicken and dumplings yummm i want tyler to come but he said he made plans w/his friend. sigh. oh well he is defanately comming over tomarrow to celebrate MLK day :D fun fun! lately i have been goin through like mood swings uh oh..like ill be so so happy then almost evil, scary! i get mean when i dont take my adderrall. im in a great mood now and thats good! i got awesome songs on my ipod, and my mom bought the village for me yay. i miss everyone..i havent seen lucas since...new years and that was for like 2 collective minuets : \ and aaron i havent seen him in like a month its terrible! i feel like things are goin pretty well in life at this point. i have become pretty used to all the stress brought on by school and cheerleading and drama and broadcast journalism and other things. you know when you have so many things alike its almost crazy thats how i feel about tyler and me. its great. i am happy i fianlly fixed my ipod wow that took forever. the other day i had this crazy conversation with a girl i didnt even know. she basically chewed me out for breaking up with ray. she told me i needed to pray to God because i have issues. here is a little bit of the convo... (im say880)
SarahwithaH Jane [9:15 P.M.]: Ray is one of the sweetest guys I kno and he is really a great kid! I love him to death and he is like my little brother! I know Tyler, not as well as I kno Ray, but well enough. I think Ray is such a better person than Tyler
SAY 8 80 [9:15 P.M.]: ok ok thats great im very glad you have your own ideas about people
SarahwithaH Jane [9:16 P.M.]: I have never met you and from what I have heard, I never want to, u seem a little heartless, and again, I don't really nko you but f
SarahwithaH Jane [9:16 P.M.]: from what I can tell, u and Tyler mite actually be perfect for eachother* sorry, that sent too early
SAY 8 80 [9:17 P.M.]: wow your sweet
SarahwithaH Jane [9:17 P.M.]: i for one think Ray diserves tons better! he has been through a lot and was having an awefully hard time. Then he went to this came and changed drasticly and then you had to come along and screw everything up for him, I hope you are happy
SAY 8 80 [9:17 P.M.]: morgan?
SarahwithaH Jane [9:18 P.M.]: i am quite a sweet person if I may say so myself, but as OI said, Ray mite as well be related to me and when someone treats someone I care about as much as Ray i am not as sweet
SarahwithaH Jane [9:19 P.M.]: no i am not morgan
SAY 8 80 [9:19 P.M.]: ok
SarahwithaH Jane [9:19 P.M.]: i am Sarah and I got to St. Mark with Ray and I am in the 10th grade at Columbus HS
SAY 8 80 [9:20 P.M.]: you obviously have never seen raysd other side that he has sometimes im NOT saying he isnt sweet but he is bipolar and can get well kinda scary
SAY 8 80 [9:21 P.M.]: he has gotten better but i really dont think we were good for eachother
SarahwithaH Jane [9:21 P.M.]: i kno this, I haven't seen that side because I don't treat Ray like crap, but it is people treating him the way you do that make him act that way
SAY 8 80 [9:21 P.M.]: ohh ok whatever please just stop
SarahwithaH Jane [9:21 P.M.]: way to conveniently decide you weren't good for eachother right when Tyler ask you out
SarahwithaH Jane [9:21 P.M.]: i'll stop if you will stop messing with Ray
SAY 8 80 [9:22 P.M.]: you arent accomplishing anything
SarahwithaH Jane [9:22 P.M.]: neither are you except ruining all how far he has come
SAY 8 80 [9:22 P.M.]: ii am DONE with ray is just my friend if even that
SAY 8 80 [9:23 P.M.]: omgosh for real leave me alon im gonna stop talking to you k?
SarahwithaH Jane [9:23 P.M.]: I just want to say you have some serious issues and need to compare how you are livin your life and treatin other peope with how God woud want you to live and treat others
SarahwithaH Jane [9:23 P.M.]: fine
SAY 8 80 [9:24 P.M.]: ok thank you i will pray for you and ray get out of my bussiness my god!
isnt that crazzzyyyy well oh well she'll get over it hehee
you warm my heart like the faux fur lineing on my shoes warm my feet :D