Dec 26, 2005 19:43
Dear Paul,
I'm losing my mind.
I think I'm going to develop diabetes.
My hangnail chewing habit won't go away.
I've officially ruined myself.
I'm not the person I used to be.
I'm not the person I want to be, either.
One thing stayed the same, at least.
Or it just came back.
I want to go run.
Or ride my bike.
Then, even though I will be exhausted,
I'll read my book.
Not "Naked."
The Second Summer of the Sisterhood. I got it for Christmas and now, Sydney, Kimberly, and Brittany, I realize why I was chosen to be Carmen.
I am extremely similar to her.
Scary.
Love,
Carma
By the way, Happy Chanukka.
And happy Kwanzaa.