Apr 18, 2006 02:32
imagine finding out things were worth holding on to, only after you had let time take them away
so you wake up
and find a suitable song
so you realize
that it'll never change
until you do
maybe i have made all the wrong decisions. maybe i am living a life i shouldn't be. you always hear people say that if they could do it all over again they wouldn't change a thing...i think right now i would take a complete do over. more out of shear curiousity than anything else.
what ever happened to ambition?
where's this drive, this passion?
my biggest hobby is napping. i sleep a minimum of 10 hours a day, and about 6 'resting' or 'napping', about 5 or so doing eff-all...that leaves 3 hours, which is probably commonly filled with food or the pursuit of food.
i feel like this is the life of someone who has given up.
perhaps i am just on pause.