FUCK YOU

Jun 24, 2007 23:45

*DISCLAIMER* This is a rant. So beware. If you don't want to witness a rant, then please don't read any farther. I don't know how to make those hyperlink things.

I have never been this fucking angry in my life. I've never been in a situation like this either...

I AM NOT FUCKING GUILTY OF ANYTHING. YOU ARE FUCKING ASSHOLES FOR BEING FUCKING RIDICULOUS. I never thought I'd say this but in this instant, I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH. I sincerely hope that this will change before the end of the summer, but right now I HATE YOU. I HATE THAT YOU ARE BEING STUBBORN AND PROUD AND YOU AREN'T FUCKING LISTENING TO ME OR MAKING AN EFFORT TO UNDERSTAND ME. What more can I say? I TRIED to explain. You wouldn't listen. But one thing is for sure. I'M NOT FUCKING APOLOGIZING FOR ANY OF IT. I NEVER WILL. Because I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!

I have NEVER been so fucking FRUSTRATED and UPSET and ANGRY in my life. I hope that I won't ever be again.
Please get fixed before the end of the summer. Please be reasonable. Because I DO love you. But I can't handle it if you won't try to listen or understand. I know we are basically on two different planets but why can't you make an effort? I know where you are coming from, but you're reactions are overblown. I don't deserve this. I didn't do anything wrong. It wasn't up to you in any case. So fuck off until you try to play nice.

I've been so angry that I've made myself plenty sick. I don't want to be angry anymore. I don't want to have a reason to be angry anymore. Or upset or to cry so hard I feel like I've fallen down a flight of stairs. I do feel like I'm falling. I'm numb and angry and my stomach hurts and I basically want to stab myself in the heart with a dagger.
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