go on just say it, you need me like a bad habit

[yellowstang51]

the two episodes today got me thinking. the world is fucked up. one person's happiness a lot of times leads to another's disappointment. life is short, love is plentiful. one person's crucial mistake can haunt them forever. fuck indecisiveness. fuck love triangles. something wonderful can be built up so much to drive someone to tears and then that shit gets rocked as soon as an old flame shows up again in that person's life. shit gets fucked up. the indecisiveness gets in the way. the typical weighing of the options. the swaying between the two involved within the triangle. the "i moved on" speech and then immediately regretting saying so afterwards. being with the other person the next night playing reckless with their feelings just to test how you're feeling and who you feel for more. realizing that you're scared of jumping into something that ended up so terrible before, but was the best thing you ever experienced in your life, run back to what was safe, the person you "moved on" from, causing excruciating pain for the person whose feelings you were reckless with while you played with him.

you ever see guys being the center of the love triangle? honestly.

forgive me if i seem bitter at all. been there.

i'm gonna get wasted now.