Fuck realationships
Well, Johnny didn't call last night. I don't know why I made myself believe he would. I guess it's just because I want so badly to talk to him, but if he wanted to talk to me he'd call. I'm just so pissed about the fact that I sit and wait and wait for a phone call and then the one time I get over it and find something to do and leave, he calls. I mean can we say very bad timing or what? I dunno though, I want to have lots of fun this weekend though and Lauren said she'd have fun with me so I hope she feels better. Goin to the beach tomorrow, well I'm supposed to be goin anyway. I might see if Chad wants to hang out or somethin. But hey, who would wanna hang with me anyway, I'm just a loser who's boyfriend doesn't even want to talk to her, so I understand.