Waiting For the Karma Boomerang

Jun 21, 2011 16:31

Signs that I am over stressed:

1.  I am sleeping a lot.  Like, way a lot.
2.  Tasks like doing the dishes seem an impossible feat.
3.  I find myself loosing track of long spans of time while staring at pictures of kittens.  Thank you, internet.
4.  I am not very interested in food.  I only eat to shut my stomach up.
5.  Panic attacks.  Yeah, I had another one.  Or rather I realized something that had happened earlier was also a panic attack.
6.  Lack of effort in personal hygiene.   I seriously considered not changing my underwear this weekend.
7.  Putting off projects.  I have a small stack of sewing mending jobs, a few plants that STILL need to be dealt with, etc.
8.  Lack on interest in doing anything other than veg on the couch or sleep.  At least the cat is happy.

Not sure what to do about this.  I know that this has been caused by the turmoil of the miscarriage, my crazy ass boss, and my family turning on each other.  But how do I get rid of it?  I just took a vacation, if you
can call it that, so I can't really take another one right now.  But I can tell you that this sucks.

I go in on Monday the 27th for my blood draw and pregnancy test.  Kinda scared.  But with all the stress mentioned above, I doubt this cycle had a snowballs chance in hell of working.  But you never know!
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