And so...

Mar 19, 2009 00:33

Every so often, I get bogged down in things that are not so important in the grand scheme of things and forget, to paraphrase Reba McEntire, that there's life out there.

Sometimes, I feel the need to say something and, yet, can't find the words. I retreat to my quiet places; books, craft work, etc. This is becoming one of those times. I don't want any hard feelings with anyone, but in some ways I feel let down. It's not exactly anyone's fault, I just feel left behind. It's mostly my fault, I moved on, but only part way.Sometimes, we say things are fine, but they really aren't. There's the little voice in the back of our minds that says, "it's no big deal, I can do this," but the reality is even if there's no blame to be laid and things are just not what we hope, we are better off removing ourselves from certain situations. In order to fix it, we need to clear our minds, and let go for a while. Sometimes, we have to be selfish and take a few steps back to get a look at the bigger picture of things.

I'm thinking about getting one of these for the backyard. With the warm weather coming it will be nice to sit outside. It has overhead cover, so I'll be able to read or do my needlework without being sunburned easily. With my skin, that can be happen easily and fast.

Reading Drums of Autumn. Listening to I've Hear That Song Before and Just a Guy. Have several library books to read including a Robert B. Parker western. So, yes, my time will be occupied. I need to read to stimulate whatever stories are rumbling in my head and just not popping, yet.

Been playing Yoville and a few other games on Facebook. They pass the time. Going to start playing Sims 2 again. Maybe let a few of the families run amok!

For the DM people, I plan to have a character at the party Friday unless the other half wants to do something. After that, I'll be taking a break from public play there, I have no idea how long.

musing, sims_2, needlework, crafts, shopping, books, rp

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