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my uncle finally got back to me, and acted weird, he said he has things coming up so i can't rent from him. what happened to him telling me "i will do anything for u and ur brother and i won't let u stay on the streets" what happen to him saying "we will work something out", now he won't even work something out with me, i don't know what to do. i hate this, all of it, i have this insane urge to cut, i feel my life is pointless. why am i here. everything around me has crumbled. and now i am crumbling. im falling to pieces, and i will always have this under lying urge to not be here anymore. im not suicidal but i just sometimes don't enjoy living. my life is pointless, i don't know why im here. i want to fade away.