Feb 09, 2006 15:48
Everything lately has been going very well. Fashion week stuff is moving along with the right speed that I need it to. And all the friends issues has been solved I believe or at least I've put them off for the time being. I recently recieved a message from a friend that got me seriously thinking. I haven't been happy with the single situation.. not because I wasn't happy being single its cause I craved something I once had. I realized I'm not being picky its just me summing every guy up to him. And sometimes it seems like no one can compare and no one can know me as well as he did. He knew everything to say and such. But I always fell for the "talkers". Its such a shame that it had to end in a bang. But seriously I have come to the conclusion that I'm no where near ready for a boyfriend. I can't commit knowing that every guy I meet has to live up to his standards. I'm sorry for those who I have hurt (meaning boys) in this process and I'm sorry that I'm so slow it took me till now to realize what I was doing. I think once I have found where I left my heart things will go back to normal...hopefully.