Halloween Night!
Wow what a night. No it wasn't the drunken craziness or anything to that extent. But it was a bunch of friends just there to have a few good laughs while being dressed up. I was everyones favorite Porn Star, Heather was a French Maid, Jessica was either a vampire slayer or corpse bride, Jenny was dead sexy, Natalie was a widow, Jaime was nothing, Bob didn't dress up either but its ok people can't see him, and Tony was Peta pan. The night was greatly frustrating due to traffic and costume issues but it all worked out. The resturant was completely empty so we could be as crazy as we wanted...almost. Tony made a hilarious Peter Pan I don't think I could ever get this sight of him in tights erased from my memory lol. Things got weird with my ex he kept telling me how amazing he thought I looked the whole way home. I can't get back with him cause then I would probably be the biggest mess. But somehow when I talk to him it seems like he wants to. And theres times when I stand next to him or look at him and I feel nothing. But then theres times when I get this weird feeling..I'm not sure wheter its a how could you do that to me or I miss what we had feeling. I'm really hoping for the first one.
My friend told me something that I'm begining to believe..if you date one you date em' all. He thinks that I'm terrified of the whole relationship scene cause of all the stuff that I have gone through. After lots of thinking I'm thinking maybe hes right. For the longest time I put it off as just being picky..but how far can take picky? So I'm going to work on it. I have someone in mind..but I'm not saying just yet.
I went out last night with Izzy, Roman, and for a short while Ron. I missed them thier always good for a good laugh. Thier like family even if we fight we know a little while later we will be laughing at each other for something stupid.
My friend told me something that I'm begining to believe..if you date one you date em' all. He thinks that I'm terrified of the whole relationship scene cause of all the stuff that I have gone through. After lots of thinking I'm thinking maybe hes right. For the longest time I put it off as just being picky..but how far can take picky? So I'm going to work on it. I have someone in mind..but I'm not saying just yet.
I went out last night with Izzy, Roman, and for a short while Ron. I missed them thier always good for a good laugh. Thier like family even if we fight we know a little while later we will be laughing at each other for something stupid.